meow-.

2007-02-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

Whoever's prepared to hit the highway is worth chasing.

2007-01-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

WHEN THE POWER OF LOVE OVERCOMES THE LOVE OF POWER, THEN ONLY WILL THE WORLD HAVE PEACE.

2007-01-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

OUCH THAT HURT.

i feel like swearing at every single thing right now.

i can't do that after what happened you idiot.

CANADA WAS FUN I DON'T LIKE THE WEATHER HERE. RAWR.

I WANT MORE SNOW.

2006-12-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

AWAY, NOT HERE. GONE.

MEERY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. in advance.

2006-12-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

3OTH NOVEMBER AHHHHHHH.

tsk tsk. 8TH DECEMBER AHHHHHH.

okay nevermind. 9th december was depressing.

2006-11-30T11:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA THE SEC 1 SOFTBALLERS ARE SO FUNNY.

Okay, never mind. Hmmm.

I'm too lazy to reply the tags. Sorry! Heh. Oh wells.

Softball camp tomorrow! GREEN SOCKS! Heh, never mind.

2006-11-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

OMG I'M SO OUT OF TOUCH WITH THE HPPS PEOPLE I'M SO SAD AND DEPRESSED NOW. THIS SUCKS. THEIR OUTING SOUNDED SO FUN.

actually all their outings sound so fun. damn, I wish I had treasured them more. Cos I'm not close to them anymore, I can't even be nice and wish them a happy birthday though I know it's their birthday and don't send an sms just cos I feel awkward. What an idiot I am. I guess I'll never get to be clsoe to them ever again, and now, I feel so weird wanting to msg one of them. Cos it'd be awkward cos it's so out of the blue. OMG I'M SUCH AN IDIOT.

2006-11-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

HA GREAT, AND ERROR OCCURED AND NOW MY POST IS GONE. JUST GREAT.

Notre Dame was awesome. I got the tickets free, sorta. Yeah well.

Gahh, I'm so busy now, I hate it. I planned to finish all my holiday homework by the end of November and apparently, I'll never be able to get it done. GREAT. This puts me in an AWESOME mood.

I think Grace is just so adorable, RIGHT RP!

At least I get to see my brother soon, I think.

I really need to rant and slash out at some people, but I can't. Now isn't that just the best. Some
people would know. If you don't, too bad, not my problem.

I should close down my blog, but Adrienne made this for me, so I shan't. I should make it private then, so I can't write whatever I want. Yay me. Any suggestions?

Argh, honestly very annoying. As if you own the world. I'm really sick and tired of everything. So sue me.
yououghttoknowjusthowmiserablei'mfeelingrightnow. thisfeelingofknowingthati'llneverbeabletotalktoyoueveragain. doyouknowhowpainfulitis? ibetyou'vealreadyforgottenwhateverthathappened. i'msorryican't. you'reprobablyofffrolickingsomewhere, andi'mfarbackinyourmind, alreadyforgotten. thanksformakingmemiserable. maybeyoudidn'tmeanit, butiam. fromthewaythingsare, i'llneverseenortalktoyouagain. happynow? i'mmiserabletillican'tfeelanymore.
I'm supposed to go out with Adrian and Yuqi. BUT, stupid schedule. As if i really want to go for everything. I'd rather go out with them anytime. I'd pick them over whatever that's happening now. Plus minus here and there.

2006-11-19T15:27:00.000+08:00

Notre Dame was good. I got the tickets free, sorta. Yay.

Gahh, so busy! I have like no time to do anything, and I planned to finish all my holiday homework before November. Ha, as if that'll work.

I think Grace is so adorable, RIGHT RP! Haha.

And I'm too lazy to blog. Blah, I feel everything slipping away. JOY.

At least I get to see my brother soon, I think.

And I really need to rant and slash out at people. Don't mind me. Some people would know who. Too bad if you don't. Not my problem. And it's not like I can because blah blah blah blah blah.

I should really make this private, so no one can read. JOY. Then I can say whatever I want. Whatever.

I just wish I had less things to do, with much more time.

I'm supposed to go out with Adrian and Yuqi. BUT, stupid schedule. I'd rather go out with them anytime.

Honestly, you shouldn't even bother reading anymore. I need to find a way to make this private, or maybe I should just close down my blog. But blah, Adrienne did this for me, I won't.
You ought to know just how miserable I feel now, after everything that happened. And you just left it. SMART. I don't dare say what I feel. And I know, I probably would never be able to talk to you, ever again. I hate this so much, you have no idea. I doubt you even care anymore, maybe you're off frolicking somewhere, and I'm forgotten. I'll just stay miserable, happy now?
Grrrrrrrrr, annoying.

2006-10-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Okay, I honestly can't be bothered to blog anymore.

I haven't thought of games for Sunday School tomorrow. Yay me. All the kids are going to hate me for not planning fun interesting interactive games. Like it's so easy to plan one. I'm going crazy trying to think of a suitable game for the kids aged 5-14 that can be fun for EVERYONE and that is related to the month's memory verse. This sucks. I don't even have the right memory verse so I can't do the jigsaw puzzle for them. RAWR.

Gahhh, there's homework, and I'm too lazy to do it. I feel so annoyed by everything now. Ignore me. Ms Ho isn't teaching us next year. Sad.

I didn't get enough. I can't stop thinking about it, someone slap me please. Since lala won't do it. BUT, I know I won't get anymore. Sad, no?

2006-10-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2006-09-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

I changed my mind, today was not all mmmmm.

2006-09-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

Oh wells. 1 down, lots more to goooo. Went for history consultation this morning. It was pretty okay. Heh.

I can't remember what I was going to blog about. Talking to Adrienne online now! YAY!!!!

GET WELL SOON ANDY WAZOWSKAYY! Heh. <3

Today was just mmmmm =)

2006-09-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm, you know how when you feel so down, and like no one notices you. But then, this person comes along, and they just look at you and greets you and it makes your heart feel all warm again. And then you break down. It's like the look they gave you when they see you is one that is so full of concern and love that it just makes you feel so good inside. They look at you as though they are trying to look beneath your outside to understand what you're thinking so they can help you. I like those kind of persons. It's so nice and heart warming. Mm. But for the rest of the day you can't help thinking about it and keep on wanting to break down. Those sweet people.

2006-09-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

I was reading this in an email and found it destressingly funny:

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire >>room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No >>Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.
8 When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

Funny eh? Oh wells.

I MUST STUDY HARD! Must must must! Maybe I should learn from Si Jing and stick post its all over my room so that I'll study harder. Haha. It might work. Hmmm.

I should tell guys that I like girls to get rid of them. Good idea, eh? I think some guys nowadays are tooo deperate, and tooo hmm, what you call it? Tsk tsk.

TANIA! =)

I forgot what I wanted to blog about.

2006-09-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

WTF.

I always scolded myself for thinking of you in that way, telling myself that it was wrong and that you're just under pressure or something, but now I guess it was right of me. I think I should really just don't care anymore. All you do is use poeple, and cut in, making sure that no one is ever close to me. Only, people see the nice side of you, which is sad, because then, they'll never get to know who you really are and what you really are like, and you won't be able to call them your true friends.

It's a pity I had to see that side of you. But I guess it's prevented me from continuing on and suffering, huh.

I am seriously starting to DETEST you. And it's sad that now I don't have as much as I would liked to have, becuase YOU, just had to butt in to make sure that they preferred you.

THANKS A LOT, my life is much more miserable. I only have to tolerate.

2006-08-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

I swear my blog is dying, only Si Jing is more of a regular tagger. Hahaha. So much for keeping a blog. I'll still keep it though, ADRIENNE made it for me! Nahahaha.

I'm going crazy, really. GRrrrrr.

Everything is so annoying nowadays. Shush.
omg, i lead such a PATHETIC life. no one actually cares anymore, really. don't say you do. because you don't even know me.

Just when you think you fianlly have all you wanted for the time being, everything collapes and you're left with nothing. All your close friends, your hard work, your effort, just goes down the drain. Those times of being patient with someone soooo annoying, and TRYING to be nice all the time, is wasted. What are you left with now? Absolutely nothing. Your closest friend and the person whom you think you can trust the most has gone far away. The closeness you once had with your friends before has faded. But what can you do? Nothing but sit there and mourn over it and be jealous over everyone else's sucessful and beautiful friendships. And just when you thought you were getting somewhere with someone, they suddenly say that they cannot continue on the way it used to be. Ho painful it is to just let it go like that. Having beautiful surprises definitely makes one more positive, but when you don't even get a present or just a little note, it hurts the most. Talk about being close, when they don't even bother to give you one, but someone so distant from you, who only knows you from the outside, gives you something so beautiful it makes you want to cry. Now everything that you have feels so fake, and you think that you're going to leave with just fake friendships and memories, and not moments. And then you lose all contact, and what happens? It gets so sad you actually forget it. Maybe it's just plain jealousy when you see everyone around having such wonderful and true friendships, and you don't even have one. Honestly, no one knows you as well as you want them to. So everyday, it's just a mask, something no one would ever see beyond. Because, no one actually cares anymore. They just say they do, and asks after you, after a few sentences, they don't bother anymore. So who really cares? Or maybe you're just alone in your own world, with distant images, prancing around, making you feel even more terrible. Who knows. You liar, I totally do not believe you. Stop with all your 'I've come to realise the better things' crap. I'd rather just die alone.

Excuse my horrible grammer and vocabulary. My English is not as good as SOMEONE.

2006-08-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

OMG! IT SAYS I FORGOT MY PASSWORD, AGAIN!

But I didn't! Grrrrr! This is annoying. Boo.

Booooo, doing champion seminar stuff now. Mmmfts. This sucks. I'm afraid that the invitations won't be able to reach them in time. how how how? Booo.

I totally screwed my common tests, I have absolutely no idea how to tell my mom. Disaapointment is so much more worse than anger. People are like complaining about getting C's. Boooo. I would think failing is worse than that. Hmmm.

We played frisbee during P.E today. OMG. It was pretty annoying, it made me all sweaty and tired and smelly and disgusting. Gahh. And I fell down! ON my ass, and I got grass in my pants after that. It was so itchy throughout chinese lesson and stuff okay! Pifs.

They always say never judge a book by its cover. But, it's hard not to. I mean, when you get onto a bus, and all the seats already have one person sitting there, obviously you have to decide who you want to sit next to right? Isn't that judging someone already? In just a matter of seconds. Don't tell me you're just going to plop down on any old seat without looking at the person beside you. What if they turn out to be dangerous? Everytime I sit in the bus, and see people coming up, they always 'examine' the person before sitting down. They look at the person's face, and sometimes even dressing, and if it's to their expectations. they sit down. I admit, I do that too. but hey, who can help it? Oh wells. The irony of all this quotes and stuff.

2006-08-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

OMG I forgot my blogger password and had to change it. OMG, I can't believe I forgot it! Tsk tsk tsk.

I'm talking to Adrienne with the video thing on msn. Funny, heh.

Watched my super ex girlfriend, it's super hilarious! Oh wells, hmmmm.

Ni Fong's birthday thing yesterday, I went there late, and then tried to start the fire, nothing much actually. AIYAH.

I don't know what to blog anymore, I'm sorry Adrienne! Haha. XD

2006-08-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today was actually really fun. I'm too lazy to elaborate. But it's been the best national day so far. Yups. I want to watch the NDP tomorrow. Every year I'll lie on the couch watching it and fall asleep 1/4 through and only wake up when the fireworks start. Stupid right? I always miss the good parts. So this year, I've decided to not lie down to keep myself awake. Cos my ballet teacher said there's something really nice on. Hmmm.

Next 2 days for studying. I'm going crazy.

Sometimes I look at all the other's, I wonder if they actually really like me. Or they just hate me and is doing it out of courtesy. I didn't even receive it from my supposedly closest friend. This year's was the most pathetic one ever. I really think they don't like me and don't give a damn, YAY ME. Everyone else's one was soo much nicer and sweeter. What did I get? Pathetic stuff.

I don't even know who my true friends are anymore.

2006-08-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

RAWR. I just blogged and my stupid computer JUST HAD TO RESTART right. RAWR. Annoying, I'm not going to retype everything.

I'm becoming more and more angsty nowadays. Just that I'm trying not to show it, I'd rather show a happy angsty and blah. Oh wells. This is so depressing. Not like anyone notices, or let alone cares. Honestly, truthfully. Who knows. Who even knows what I'm feeling inside now. What if I hate everyone now? But then again, why would I. I dont'. I'm just feeling like crap. Yayy me.

2006-08-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

HEY.

Have been online for the past few days with dearest Adrienne, with WEBCAM! Nahahahaha. It's like SUPER adorably fun to talk to her with the webcam on. Haha. I was reminded of everything last time, and that cute lil purple thing i bought for her during last year's AAD. And omg, she finally got her mic installed! So heh, it was so fun to talk to her. Heh.

CRAP. I forgot what I wanted to blog about AGAIN. Oh wells. It'll come back to me, somehow. Heh. Hmmm, went out with Priscilla and Rachel Lau on wednesday, we went to cathay! Heh, we were talking rubbish there for quite some time. Then, we went to LJS, then I had to leave =( Oh wells. We were supposed to be on a food spree! Nvm, soon enough.

Hmmm, school was annoying yesterday. Right, Farina? We were like being angsty and weird. Haha. All the teachers got on my nerves yesterday, school is becoming such a drag. What with the o levels being pushed a month or so forward. Gahh. This sucks. It's like, we're always the first batch to try out the new things. FOR EXAMPLE. The PSLE thing, we choose our school after we get our marks. The tablet thing. This o level thing. The BCG thing, where we got 2 jabs instead of one big one. The new house thing. RAWR. Oh wells.

WAFFLES! Yummy, I just made some for breakfast. Heh. I want to eat moreeee, but I'll grow fat. And I'll only be self training on monday, so cannot eat a lot! Rawr. Ballet yesterday was OMG. Heh, good but tiring. RAWR. I like. XD No matter how hard you work, in the end, it's still about whether you LOVE to dance or not. There is a difference you know, when you watch someone who loves to dance performing, an watching someone who's not as passionate about it but works hard because it mihgt be in their nature. There's a really HUGE difference. You can actually see the passion while their dancing. In the way they move, in the way they execute the steps. But hey, I wouldn't expect you to know.

So many people don't understand what dance is truly about. Or maybe I'm just being weird. Omg, there are people in ballet class who don't care about ballet, which gets really annoying sometimes. I mean, my teacher absolutely LOVES ballet, and it's sad to see that all her effort and hardwork is being wasted on someone who doesn't care, not even one bit. And it's so ugly to see, they don't hold their posture, they don't point their feet properly, they don't bother to remember the exercises. RAWR. It's so bleagh to see, I hate it so. I mean, why join if you don't like it? I love the feeling of being able to do something difficult that the teacher has set, you'd feel so good that you were able to complete it. And when you dance you give it yur best, no matter how much you pant afterwards, it still feels good. Sigh.

Hmm, common tests soon. I think I'm going to die. Gahh. This is killing me, everyday, slowly, bit by bit. And soon, I'll be a zombie freak with no life.

2006-07-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

20 newspaper articles and 8 book reviews by tomorrow. I'm pretty much dying. It took me sooooo long just to find 20 newspaper articles, let alone write out everything.

AAD was super boring, speech day was positively embarrassing. Oh wells, it's all over now. The only highlight was the mass dances and playing hide and seek with Priscilla, Grace and Qi Xuan. Haha. Lala and I are GOOOOD! Haha, Grace and Qi Xuan couldn't find us! Nahahaha. But we stopped after 2 rounds. Boooo, I wish we played more though. Went home with Lala, OMG! We were crazy. HAAAHAHHA. I think we were so sian until we went nuts. HAHA. Even the old uncle on the bus tsk-ed us. Haha. There was absolutely nothing at AAD, not much food and drinks and nothing to buy to remember it! Tsk tsk tsk. Was pretty sad that day, right lala? I saw ___'s friend but not ___! Tsk tsk tsk.

GAHH. I really really reeeaaaaallllyyy need to catch up on my studies. I really do not want to fail again. GAHHHH.

I wish Adrienne were here, then AAD would probably have been so much more fun. And we'd have more photos, and we'd talk more. Gahhhhhh.

I wonder, I really really wonder. Omg, I think I need to self train, I'm getting fat and lazy and no stamina. Boo. Oh wells. This sucks.

2006-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

BOO.

MMMMM, cheese steak sub with delicious fresh and crunchy vegetables with honey mustard sauce in italian bread. MM MMM MM MM MMMMMMM. Heh. Sorry, having dinner now, I'm sooo hungry! It tastes absolutely positively YUMMY! Ahaha.

Well, ballet ended at around 8 plus today. Then mom had to get some stuff for my brother. So I only reached home at like 9.55? Oh wells. Doesn't matter. Speech day tomorrow! YIKES. It's really embarrassing. Oh wells. Oh my toe, had pointe work today. OW OW OW. But satisfying. Heh.

OMG IT"S SO YUMMY. Okay, sorry.

Crap, I forgot what I wanted to say. Oh wells.

BTW.

LYNETTE, <3
Haha, she blogged about me, my turn to blog about her. Haha.

Since this particular education system has drained out ALL my energy and creative juices, you will have to bear with my unoriginality.

Okay,
LYNETTE GOH IS ADORABLE AND LOVELY.
I noticed her too cos she came up to me and asked if I had her name. AHAHA. No we didn't, it was just similiar, see see!

lyNETTE gOH
berNETTE kOH

Ahaha. Okay, I'm seriously drained. Anyway, I'll end here for LYNETTE. You know I love you. AHAHA. XD

2006-07-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

AH HA!

Everyone was being cranky today. Who wouldn't be? Bahh. Today was so draggy and annoying and humid and tiring. It sucked. Tomorrow is going to suck even more. Booo. Oh wells, like I have a choice.

I saw this really nice gold tube dress on Sunday! But omg, it made me look fatter than I already am. ARGH! It was so pretty. Oh wells. My mom wants to tailor make a dress, in a design that is not exactly to my favouritest liking. Heh. What to do? GOLD POINTIES! Nahaha, gives me a reason to get those really lovely pair of gold pointies I saw at holland v. Heh, I should get the silver one too! I instantly fell in love when I saw the silver one okay! But it was like $54. Boooooo. Sooo, waiting for it to be discounted. NAHAHA.

Grr, I feel so screwed now. I owe Mr Loh a lot of homework. Bad bad Bernette. Tsk tsk tsk. And I'm supposed to do my history file! But, obviously, I have lost all of my worksheets. Yay me. Gahhhh, this sucks. Nice going Bernette.

Oh wells.

2006-07-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

BOB LAST NIGHT! It was fun. Haha, I screamed until I have no more voice. I woke up this morning with a pretty bad sore throat, it sucked during training. Haha. Oh wells, we didn't win, unsurprisingly. Heh.

I have a thing for guys who wear button down collared striped shirts, button down shirts will do too. Haha. AND! I also have a thing for guys who can play the bass really well! OMG, you should have seen their fingers! AIEEEE. XD And omg! Their voices! -melts. AHAHAH. X) How I wish. AHAHAHA XD And I have a thing for drummers. Especially the one from...

Saw some people. It was nice to talk to them again, heh. I miss primary school! Oh wells.

OMG I feel like my arms are going to break off already. Gahh, poor Sue Wei, she looked sooo tired just now, haha. I think both our arms are like numb and unmovable right now. Haha.

Let There be Love
Let there be you,
Let there be me.
Let there be oysters
Under the sea.

Let there be wind,
An occassional rain.
Chile con carne,
Sparkling champagne

Let there be birds
To sing in the trees,
Someone to bless me
Whenever I sneeze.

Let there be cuckoos,
A lark and a dove,
But first of all, please
Let there be love.

Let there be cuckoos,
A lark and a dove,
But first of all, please
Let there be love

Smile
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Drops Of Jupiter
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

I think I went a bit nuts with the lyrics. Oh wells.

2006-07-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

AH HA! IT SAYS 100 POSTS!

Haha okay, don't mind me. I'm a little off. Nahahaha.

BOB TOMORROW. I still don't know what I'm going to wear. Nahahaha. Farina lent me her kebaya! I wonder how I'll look like. Chantel is wearing with me too! I think she'll be pretttyyyy. Haha.

Grr, I think everything now is screwed. I owe so much homework. Somebody stab me. I MUST MUST MUST catch up on my homework, if not I'll definitely regret it. DOH. Grrrrr, I hate that they pushed the o levels forward. I mean, they're dpriving us of our 3 months! In which we can see if we really like the school environment and wither decide to stay or go to another school. DOH. And because the o levels have been pushed forward, every teacher is rushing the syllabus and stressing on how important this is and blah blah blah. Yes, for our own good, I know. But, GOSH. Lay off it. Grr, it's quite annoying sometimes. Blah. Maybe it's just me. I think I'm the only idiot who isn't taking this like how we're supposed to. I think everyone else can sense the urgenycy, EXCEPT ME. God, it's annoying, I wish I wasn't like that. But oh wells. HOW?

Grrr, so cold. Poots. I hate math. Maybe that's why I owe so much homework. I hate science. Maybe that's why I'm failing. You never know. Tsk tsk. RAWR.

I hope she's not angry with me. Poots. =(

JUST THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT <3

2006-07-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

I think I've blogged more than 100 posts but this thing keeps on saying 99. Oh wells.

Eeks. Slap me, I seriously cannot remember what I wanted to blog about. BOO. Maybe I should listen to Adrienne, but then, I'd get ink all over my face. And it doesn't help to write it down, cos I'd just forget to check. Haha. SLAP ME. =(

THINK BERNETTE THINK!

This is for Adrienne! X)

Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.

Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ...
Just the way you look tonight.

Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm,
Just the way you look to-night.

Grrrr, I wish she was here. So we'd sing all nice and loudly together.

BATTLE OF THE BANDS on Friday. Hmm. I wonder what's going to happen. Tralalala. I hope it's good. It better be, it should be. Heh.

JT! I miss you! <3

2006-07-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

FLAG DAY WAS FUN.

Sunday was fun! Boo. I haven't seen Jason in so long. Oh wells. I love going out with Phebe. NAHAHA.

3 more days! Tralalalal.

I forgot what I wanted to say. AGAIN. Booo.

I SUCK EH =(

2006-07-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

Ballet today was pretty satisfying, as painful as it was. It was only today that i realised how much I like to do pointe. I mean, yes it's painful and all, but if you dance, as in really dance, and not think about the pain, it's actually pretty enjoyable. I'm quite proud of myself today! Haha. It's been quite some time since I was able to stay up through the whole lesson. Teehee. AND! Ms McCully commented on my arabesque ON POINTE today. Heh. She said "Very good, Bernette" Yay, happy happy happy. Arabesque on pointe means that you're fully on your toes of one leg, with your other leg 90 degrees in the air. Heh. But my right big toe hurts now. Boo. Doesn't matter. IT WAS SATISFYING! X)

So, I was at the hospital today. Hospitals are actually really dull, and lifeless and makes me sad. I see all the doctors and nurses rushing around, helping all those patients. It's quite sad to see. I couldn't help but cry when I saw my brother in that state. I mean, he is my brother after all, and it is pretty painful for me to see him like this. Oh wells, but I think he's much better now than this afternoon. I went there after school, and then went for ballet and then back to the hospital. I'm so tired now. Oh wells.

Actually, I think that doctors are one of the most courageous people in the world. I mean, they have to be absolutely confident when doing a surgery. Like when they're cutting open a patient, they have to have steady hands, must cut in a straight line and cannot shy away from whatever they see in the body. The other day in bio, Mr Ng 'dissected' the heart for us. That made me think what the doctors must be going through during every single operation. They also must not be afraid to touch the patient, and no matter what, they have to be really patient and caring towards whoever.

Can you imagine being a surgeon? And having to operate so often. I mean, you see the insides of people's bodies, where it's bloody and all, and what happens if you make a mistake? The patient's life is in your hands. Just like a pilot, the whole plane of passenger's lives are in your hands. Tsk tsk tsk, I'd just die. That's why I can never be these 2 things. Oh wells. It's good to have these kind of people around.

FLAG DAY TOMORROW! Too bad Farina has to go for some competition instead. If not it'd be fun bumping into her everywhere and laughing at, I mean with her. HAHA. Oh wells.

FOOD SPREE TOMORROW TOO! Oh joy XD

Thank you Tania, =)

2006-07-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

Oral today. It was erm, okay? I dunno.

BOUGHT NICE NEW SILVER POINTIES AND NICE NEW WHITE POINTIES TODAY! And a nice grey sweater thingie. NAHAHAH. I still need new stuff! I don't care! I need to clear my room and all the old clothes. Haha, Si Jing would agree with me. She thinks my room is a rubbish dump. Haha. I'll clean it before you come over next time okay! ;)

FER-OH! Haha ;)

Share-a-thought was pretty good i guess! Haha, well, I think it WAS good. Hehe, everyone was laughing at the nice parts. Good I suppose. Oh wells. I hope we win!

You think you're so good right. FINE. I shall stop helping you since YOU can handle EVERYTHING by yourself, even if you don't know how to do it and always have to keep asking me. Don't come running to me for help. I actually used to think you were genuinely nice. But, I've realised you only USE people to YOUR own advantage. CLOSE TO THEM? HA. It's like YOU always HAVE to be the centre of attention. You HAVE to know EVERYTHING. Hello, the world does not revolve around you! I don't even get why I'm getting so frustrated over this. Maybe it's because you used to be so good. But you've become sooo mean. You're always making fun of other people, it does not help make you become a better person, it just makes you uglier. YOU always want the attention and cut in on everyone's sentences. IT ALWAYS HAS TO BE YOU. You want all the glory and credit when you didn't do the work, and you enver ever get into trouble. Why? Cos you push the blame to everyone else. Even those really innocent and too nice ones. Well, from now on, I'm sorry. You're on your own, SINCE YOU THINK YOU'RE SOOOO GOOD AND CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING. Just becuase you're in ____ doesn't make you the best. It's not only ____, you have to have a good character too. You'd make a very good actor. Lying ALL the time and being someone else. CONGRATULATIONS. You're the PERFECT part for it.

Whatever, I give up caring.

2006-07-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE! ;)

Okay, just wait and see tomorrow.

But not like anyone in church noticed today. So hmm, I doubt anyone will notice tomorrow. Unless they know. Like TANIA. =)

2006-07-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

Since Farina blogged about me, I shall blog about her. Anyway, it IS fun sitting at the back with her. We're like laughing our heads off and eating in class ALL THE TIME. Hahahahaha. It's like really fun. Yay, oh wells. I hope it remains this way. Hee.

GOSH.

Damn, I forgot what I was going to blog about. Oh wells. Another time then.

2006-07-02T17:03:00.000+08:00

OH YEAH. I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT ONE THIING ON TAN SUE WEI.
(I think this sentence structure is wrong)

So we were at the bus stop yesterday or something, and she wanted to tell me something. But then! Being Sue Wei, she forgot. Haha. So she said it had something to do with me. Then, she think think think think think and finally said. "Oh, no, I was going to talk about myself." NAHAHAHAHA. Never thought Sue Wei could be so egoistic. TSK TSK TSK! Heh

Tania, Si Jing and Sue Wei's coming over tomorrow! Yay. Doing that no sweat presentation thing. I wonder if we will actually get it done. Rawr. I have so many chinese newspaper articles and zhou ji to do. NONONO. Oh wells. I must be a good girl. HEE.

Breakfast today was =). Service today was also =). NAHAHAHAHA.

GET WELL SOON!

I'm off to eat cotton candy and read a gay comic which Sue Wei sent me. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. XD

2006-07-01T15:16:00.000+08:00

Okay, Sue Wei, I blogged. Haha. Now you can tag. =)

Let's see, youth day was like shit. But oh wells. Ballet yesterday was sooo tiring. We were in Pointe shoes yesterday and omg, my toes. She gave us so much balancing to do! I almost died. But hey, there was a sense of satisfaction after I completed the class and did not die. Nahahahaha.

Anyway, took the bus home with TAN SUE WEI yesterday. AND AND AND!!!! EURGH. Haha. Okay, so we sat down right, and opposite us were these 2 guys. They're both really muscular and one guy had really cool sunglasses. So, Sue Wei and I were there admiring their muscles and then! AND THEN. This guy said in a really gentle way "Oh I need to go shopping" And we were shocked and going OMG in our heads. Haha. Then the other guy, the one with the really cool sunglasses, went "Oh, I'll take you to..." OMG, they have so much nice muscles and looked so cool sitting there, but they were talking about SHOPPING. So anyways, after a while, the guy without the sunglasses went "Oh, I need to go grocery shopping. Let's go to cold storage." I was thinking 'Ahhh. Omg what?' And while he was saying that, his hand was on the other guys thigh!!!! Gahh, maybe it's just Sue Wei and I. Haha. Oh wells. We were trying not to laugh and all but you know. Haha.

TSK TSK TSK SUE WEI! Haha. Oh wells, took the bus home with TAN SUE WEI again today. Heh. So funnnnnyyyy. Tralalalala.

Seating arrangement has been changed. I'm sitting allllll the way at the back now, with Farina. Heh, it's pretty okay I guess. Sue Wei's on the next table with Hidayah. And it's soooo funny. Haha. okay. ZIIIPP.

Someday, I want to be a famous superstar.

NAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, that was really random. It was just in my head and I had to get it out. Heh.

CHEERS!

2006-06-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT!

It's Adrienne's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST ANDAYY!!!!

Anyway, I don't want to say anything more. Not because I'm a stupid jerk who doesn't mean what she says but because I don't want to make it sad for Adrienne. I mean, if she reads what I want to say she'll probably miss Singapore even more. And I want her to be happy today, even if she's elsewhere. She'll still always be with us no matter what. YAYY.

Anyway, DEAR ADRIENNE, I hope you had a great day. And erm, the thingie will be pretty much late. I'm sorrrrryyyy!!!!!!!!! Heh. I love you loads! You know that. Haha ;)

2006-06-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

NAH HAHAHAHAHHA. I'm happy now. Ironical isn't it. I got back my ballet exam results today! I'm like sooooooooo happy. NAHAHAHAHAHA!

93/100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay. Ice skating tomorrow!

TODAY WAS GREAT!

Heh. Hmm. Saw _____ today. Saw him on the last day of summer school too. He looks sooo much nicer with his new hairstyle. Heeeeee. Oh wells. I think he dances well. Oh wells. =) Shhhh.

TRALALALALALA.

I haven't finished my homework, and I know I'm going to die when school reopens. But... I'm still so happy. Oh wells. Like who wouldn't. Grade 6 was sooo hard and tiring to do. And I did pretty well. NAHAHAHA. DUH I'm happy. Heh.

2006-06-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

I'm listening to Come What May now. I miss Adrienne sooo much. =(

Okay, I tried typing while listening to the song. But I think some of the lyrics are wrong. Heh. Oh wells.

Come What May

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I'll love you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying days

I HEART YOU ANDAYY WAZOWSKAYY. =)
And this is for you.

B&J ice cream very ex hor! :D

Teehee. XD

2006-06-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

OBS was great. I miss it loads. Summer school was awesome. But I don't miss it all that much. Where do I start? If you knew me any better, you'd know I am not myself.

God, how can I even explain this. What I want I obviously cannot get. Someone else always gets it before I do. Either that or I don't even get near to it. Not even an inch.

The first 2 weeks went by really quickly. I didn't have time to touch my homework. I'm soo dead. Holiday my ass. What a GREAT holiday I'm having, killer training, 2 camps, no time for homework. I'm so going to be sacked and scolded. Yay me.

Even if I disappeared, not like anyone whould genuinely care. But then again, who knows.

Oh wells.

2006-05-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

OBS TOMORROW.

I wonder.

No handphone and stuff for the next 5 days.

See you then.

2006-05-16T11:03:00.000+08:00

Simple is Good.

Yes yes Tania, unidentified bodies, and buried near the spot. It's pretty sad.

Parted yet in dreams we walk, together side by side.

Picked up my grandfather yesterday, he's been in the hospital and everything has been like hell lately. My mom is sooo stressed out and stuffs, with scouts things and the hospital thing. And now, my grandparents are staying with us. IN MY ROOM, using my TOILET. Yayy me. My mom and I are DEPRESSED now. But not like we have a choice, right?

I guess in some ways, I admire my grandfather. You know, putting up with all the stuff from my grandmother, and all the pain since he's like 77 already. And although he's old, I noticed that he has really really reeeaaalllly clean toenails and fingernails. Not like those other old folks you see, whose toenails are sometimes black and stuff. Hmm, okay, you can just ignore me.

As my mom was driving back last night, I saw people walking along the pavement from the mrt station. The majority was of course the young people and adults coming back from school/work, and then there were the old people. They stood out, everyone was rushing here and there, but they were walking pretty slowly. Probably due to old age or some sickness/pain. And everyone just rushed past them, some glared at them. It makes me wonder if I'll be like that next time?

I think the sweetest thing is when an old couple just strolls leisurely in the park, holding hands, not saying anything. They have kind of like a silent love, but it's so strong you can see it wherever they go. It's so sweet just to see them sitting on the park bench, smiling and enjoying the day. Not like those young couples/newlywed who go around showing PDA(public display of affection). Oh wells, maybe it's just me.

I guess I would like to slow down in life, and sometimes have the time to sit down in a park, watch people pass by, and jsut spend the day there. Without having to rush here and there, do this and that. RELAXATION you would call it. You know, sometimes, I like to observe people in public places. How they dress, how they talk, how they act. I guess it's pretty interesting to me, I try to guess what they're feeling and stuffs. Okay, maybe I'm just bored and have nothing better to do with life.

I should appreciate everything that I have now, I could say I'm much better off than a lot of people. So why complain right? So what if my room has been taken, at least I still have a roof over my head right? So what if it's burning hot outside and I'm sweating like shit, at least I have a home to come back to to bathe. So what if that particular chocolate is expensive and I can't get it, at least I still have food to eat. I guess it's the simple pleasures in life that makes us happy, or maybe not. I don't want to be a materialistic person, but I'm afraid I am slowly turning towards that direction. Tsk tsk. NOT GOOD!

At least I still have a family, a home, friends and education. What more could I ask for?

2006-05-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

So we went on the learning journey today. And it made me think. Hmm, I told tania I'd blog but yeah. Changed my mind, heh. SORRY TANIA.

great, now I have to go pick up my grandparents. JUST GREAT.

2006-05-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

And once again, I'm being pushed to the same old corner. See that small tiny one? Wait, you have to use a magnifying glass. Got one? Now you see? Good.

Coughing like shit now. My chest hurts A LOT. NOTE: A LOT. Thank you.

2006-05-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

ICHOPPEDOFFMYHAIR,DON'TBESURPRISED.

COPYCAT. LIAR.

I'm feeling bitter. I mean, who wouldn't after they cut their hair and their PARENTS don't notice. Yay them. Oh wells, no harm done.

I LOOK OLD NOWWW. Tsk tsk tsk.

I seriously think my ______ is quite disfunctional. Oh wells. Is that how you spell it? Oh wells. Learning journey. Who in the world wants to lug around 2kg of metal going around old war sites and memorials. Tsk tsk tsk.

RAWR,
you know I hate you.

2006-05-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

TRALALALALA.

I think I screwed my mind years. DIE. I forgot what I wanted to blog too. Oh wells.

2006-05-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

SN.

Glad I could cheer you up. =) so many things to say, but I don't know how and when to say it. Your jar of stars is waiting for you. Don't feel so low alrights. I'll be there for you whenever I can. Must take care yah. <3

JB.

2006-04-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

MY EYE IS SWOLLEN. AND I'M COUGHING PRETTY BADLY. Not like anyone reads anymore. I wonder why I'm even bothering.

I miss my brother so badly. And the day he comes back is when I go for OBS. What the hell la. STUPID. I prefer my brother to OBS.

Had a talk with Jeremy this morning. I really miss talking to him and stuff. And he's being so nice and stuff. Grrrrrrr. Sometimes I really wonder who my real friends are. Like how many actually know me very well. Oh wells. I know it's not you. Moron.

I HAVE A CRAVING FOR GRAPES.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA.IDIOTIC MORONIC LOSER SHIT ASS SHITFACE.Like you're not, and like you didn't change. So it's entirely my fault la.GO DIE. And don't ever come and talk to me again. For I will just give you a black face. And I don't care what people think anymore. Patch it up my head. I REALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. And to add on, hard to talk to. HA! CHANGE MY FOOT.

2006-04-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

BALLET EXAM TOMORROW. I'M SCARED.

TANIA THINKS IT'S FUN. HA!

FUNFAIR ON SATURDAY! CAN'T WAIT!

WATCHING THE TEMPEST WITH SUE WEI ON SATURDAY! CAN'T WAIT TOO!

YAYNESS.

AND AFTER ALL THIS, I'LL BE NOT SO STRESSED ANYMORE. GOOOOOD.

2006-03-17T14:38:00.001+08:00

I.AM.EX.HUAS.TED.

Physically and mentally, and in a month, all this torture will be over. And then, I'd have to concentrate really hard on my studies. Grr, I think there's somthing seriously wrong with me. I'm really really lazy, I realised, and I can't manage my time well. I can't even study properly now, grr, so all my grades are going down down down. Don't even try telling me that it's not and that I'm not lazy. Cos I know I am and I'm trying really hard to change, so let me be.

AND. I think I'm becoming really bitter nowadays. Woo, what a surprise.

My mom is being really nice to me although I've done terribly during common tests, and though I bad mood at her sometimes. I'm actually really glad that I have my parents. I wouldn't exchange them for anything or anyone else in the world. Some people only want their parents for money, to buy them stuff. Bascially, to take advantage of them. Some people don't even want to spend time with their parents, and can't even just sit down and have a proper dinner/lunch/breakfast with them. GRRRRRRR. I don't think I should continue.

I've had loads of tiring days, and guess what? I've lived through them. I can't believe I'm actually able to understand a math considering how my standard is now. Bear with me, I really need to rant now, to let out everything. But I feel like I can't tell anyone anything, cos they'd just say something and dismiss it. Or maybe I'm jsut being insecure.

So I was sitting there during recess/lunch(I can't remember which one), and everyone, as in the 2S1 people were talking about their results. They kept on complaining, like "oh man, I only got 26/40 Shit la, I could have done better lor" or "OH MY GOD, I failed one subject, HOW HOW HOW? I'm so depressed now, I'm not going to go to sec 4" so on and so forth. And I'm thinking, I failed almost everything and you're complaining about ONLY getting 26/40 and failing one subject. Grrrrr. Mrs Heng said she wants the result slips of everyone, but I don't think I can actually show it to her, or anyone. I'm so ashamed of myself. It's a good thing no one asked about my results. Even if they did ask, like in 3s1, I'd have to smile and pretend that it's alright I failed and I don't mind it. It's really hard, considering how much I care, and how much I've disappointed my parents.

But then again, I do contradict myself, don't I? I jsut told everyone I failed almost every subject.

It's like I'd expect failure after failure and it's a shock that I actually passed E math, Lit and English. Whoo. Go me.

And now, I don't figure anyone will read my blog, considering I haven't blogged in ages and ages. Right. Don't mind me, I'm being an inconsiderate, selfish and insecure brat.

THERE IS SO MUCH HOMEWORK. AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE A SINGLE TOTALLY FREE DAY IN THE HOLIDAYS. I. AM. SO. DEEEAAAADDDDDD.

It's not like I'm of much use, so why do I even bother showing up?

2006-03-17T14:38:00.000+08:00

2006-03-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

I HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN EONS.
Now isn't eons a nice word.
I really wanted to just drop this blog, but since Adrienne made it for me, I shan't. It's like, I've lost interest in blogging, msn, or just plain using the computer. Weird huh.

Lots of stuff happened. Too lazy to type out. Heh. I miss Adrienne loads now. Loads Loads Loads! I have stuff for you Adrienne! I just haven't sent it yet, heh. Sorry! Wait for it okay! I'm probably sending it out tomorrow. Yayy.

My birthday wasn't exactly memorable. There were a few nice stuffs, but hey, who am I to judge. I got presents from Asilah, Si Jing, Tania and gang, Sue Wei, Yin Wai and Lydiawati. That's about it. Sorry to anyone whom I've missed out. Pif. What a nice birthday.

Right, ballet exam on 7th April. I'm scared as hell. Piss me off on the 6th and 7th April and you're dead. Fun fair the next day, oh the horrror. Anyway, My examiner is like, WOW. She's at the highest level any ballet dancer can ever reach, at the TOPTOPTOPTOP most level. And in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD, there are only 4 of them, and she's one of them. GOSH. High expectations. I'm freaking out, and feeling really stressed, and I only learnt the syllabus in 3 months when it was supposed to be learnt in a year or 2. And it's not even perfect yet, and how many weeks do I have left? Only 2. RAWR.

2006-02-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

LIKE, WHATEVER.
you're not the only stressed one. i'm more stressed and have less time than you.
so stop complaining. ASS. it's like no one even cares anymore.
I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY.

2006-01-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

GAH.

I HATE MYSELF.

POOOOOOOOTTTTSSSSS.

RAWR.

Abandoning lots of things for a while. Don't expect too much from me. Thank you and good bye.

2006-01-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

Omg, lessons nowadays suck. I keep on feeling so tired all the time, and don't want to listen. And I always happen to be hungry during Ms Ho's lesson, and so, I think she hates me now. Oops. Mdm Kwan is hmmmm. It makes chinese lessons a bit hard to concentrate. I'm going to die.

Took my height and weight! I lost 2 kg. Yayy! Buttttt, my height is apparently the same when people said that I did grow. I think the machine in school is a bit nuts. Hmm. It shrinks people, and makes them stay the same. WEEEIIIRRRDDDD.

CCA orientation today! Haha, it was hilarious. Right Grace? Hahahahaha. I remember there was one point of time, the dance was going to start, then we decided to walk to the circle in the middle of the parade square and stand there for 5 seconds. Haha. Then I walked around with her half the time. Haha, she's so funny! And really fun to be with! Haha. We talked about certain stuffs and laughed at people! Hahahahahaha. I realised something about Grace which is so cute!! To me that is. When you tell her something like "Oh that girl's face is so round!" Then she'll go "where where where?" and then walk back to the place and try and walk past to see! Haha. She'll do that whenever you sday something that concerns seeing something. Haha. Soooo cuteee!!! =) I think Grace was a bit high today, but it made things more fun. Haha. Yayy Grace! Thank you! Mwah! We walked to lala there and ask her to paly trumpet for us! Butttttt, she dind't want to even though we did sat on our imaginary chairs and became good audiences! Poots. And we kept on missing the dance performances, we go see see somewhere else then the dance performance start already, then we'll only watch it ending. Haha. Towards the end of CCA day, we played monkey with Lydiawati, haha. Grace wanted to be monkey, and can you imagine the sight? Grace is so tall standing in the middle then wati and I are like so much shorter than her. Haha. It was soo fun.

Gahh, so much homework.
Training and ballet tomorrow.
I'm exhausted.
Shucks.

2006-01-09T22:25:00.001+08:00

Been so long since I blogged. School's started! Sec 3 life is much more hectic, gosh, I really need to get used to it fast. All my teachers are pretty okay I guess. I got Mr Loh as my form teacher and A math teacher, Ms Ho as my co-form and E math teacher, Mdm Kwan(!!!!) for chinese, Ms Tham for english, Ms Ng for bio and Mrs Leow for chem. And Mrs Lau for E Hum. All my teachers have weird habits of some sort. Tania and I keep on laughing about it in class, I mean, it really is quite hilarious.

Anyway, most of the sec 1's this year are pretty bleagh. They're either rude, proud, arrogant or just plain creepy. Shan't elaborate. Went for the campfire. I wanted to sit with Si Jing and the rest but I couldn't find them! So, I sat with Zakkiyya, Lydaiwati and the rest. Lydiawati was nice enough and accompanied me for the whole afternoon. I loved loved loved the dance. This year's campfire was rpetty weird I guess. Hmmmm.

Was taking 970 home the other day, and I was thinking that I'd never be able to ride 970 with Adrienne again. I miss her soooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rawr. Life really is pretty unfair. I mean, it does all sorts of things to you. Gahh. I miss all those little talks we had and the singing sessions, and the sandwhiches in the morning. I used to look forward to seeing what sandwhich she would bring that day. Omg, pretty lame, I know. But I mean, it was pretty fun seeing the different food that she brought for breakfast. I just miss EVERYTHING!!!! Gosh. I never knew how tough leaving was, well, now I know.

Have ballet 3 times a week now. Every Saturday, Sunday, Monday for 2 hours, for the first three months of the year. Omg, dilemma dilemma dilemma. Sue Wei should know what I'm talking about. How Sue Wei howwwwwwww???? Pffts. So annoying. My legs are going to break any moment. And here are people complaining how tired they are after just some measly little thing, and not enough sleep. It's your choice whether you sleep early or not. Pffts. It's not like you have to go through a gruelling 2 hours of dance. Not that I don't enjoy it, I do. It's just annoying that people always seem to think that they're more tired when they did less and had a choice to rest more.
so stop saying you don't have time, cos you have more time than me.
ZARA BOOTS AT 59.90 AND CORDOUROY PANTS AT 40 BUCKS! GOOD GOOD GOOOOOD BUY! IS SATISFIED NOW.

2006-01-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

School's starting and I don't know what to feel.
Rawr.
I'm dead, I haven't finished my homework.

2005-12-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

YAYYYYYYY!!!!

I'M DOING MY GRADE 6 FOR BALLET NEXT YEARRRRRRR!!!!!

LAAADEEEEDUMMMMMM

TEEHEE.

Excuse that, I just thought that I wouldn't be doing it next year. So I'm really happpyyyy. =)

2005-12-16T09:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I haven't been blogging for really long.

But all I can say is camp was fun. Really really fun. Adrienne leaving was really really sad. And ballet is exhausting. Training is tough. And yeah, that's about it.

I'm going to miss the last training! I think. Cos full dress rehearsal tomorrow from 10 am to dunno what time. Pffts. And it's on sunday too. RAWR. I would break the record of me not missing any trainings this holiday. Booooooo.

The concert is in 5-6 days time. Rawr. And the costume's pretty ugly. But yeah well. Let me tell you my schedule for the next few days.

Today is friday, I'll have ballet at 5 and end at about 9.30. Tomorrow is the full dress rehearsal thing, from 10 am to dunno what time, then at 7.30 pm, I have church rehearsal. Sunday is another full dress rehearsal for ballet, 10 am until dunno what time. Monday I finally get to rest, until 7.30 pm when I have church rehearsal. Then tuesday, full dress rehearsal for ballet. Wednesday, we're performing for the KDF patients. Thursday performance, friday performance. Then saturday, church christmas eve performance. Then 25th, dunno who is going to come over and disturb me. Rawr. And that leaves me with not much time to finish my homework. Rawr. My time management sucks. Really.

Rachel Lau is leaving tonight. Late late late. Hope she haves fun! Lucky thing. And I'm going to miss her!!! And I miss Sue Wei already! She's been in California for a weeeeekkkk!!!! Si Jing is leaving tomorrow! Booo. Most of the people I know have gone somewhere this holiday, But I can't. I'm stuck here. But actually it's rather okay I guess. I mean, at least I'm performing in a concert. Wheeeee.

Pif. I have this HUUUUGGGGEEEE ulcer. And everytime I close my mouth, my teeth touches it. So, it hurts like mad. BISH.

Christmas is coming!=)

I got this free christmas jazz cd when I bought "The Twelve Dogs Of Christmas" It's really really nice! =)

On the first day of christmas my true love sent to me
A partridge in a pear tree

On the second day of christmas my true love sent to me
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the third day of christmas my true love sent to me
Three french hen
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the fourth day of christmas my true love sent to me
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the fifth day of christmas my true love sent to me
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the sixth day of christmas my true love sent to me
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the seventh day of christmas my true love sent to me
Seven swans a swimming
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the eighth day of christmas my true love sent to me
Eight maids a milking
Seven swans a swimming
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the ninth day of chrstmas my true love sent to me
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a milking
Seven swans a swimming
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On then tenth day of christmas my true love sent to me
Ten lords a leaping
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a milking
Seven swans a swimming
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the eleventh day of christmas my true love sent to me
Eleven pipers piping
Ten lords a leaping
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a milking
Seven swans a swimming
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the twelvth day of christmas my true love sent to me
twelve drummers drumming
Eleven pipers piping
Ten lords a leaping
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a milking
Seven swans a swimming
Six geese a laying
Fiveeeeee gooolldddeeeennn riiiiinnnggggssss
Four calling birds
Three french hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

I figured that I needed to know how to play at least a christmas song this year, so I went to the piano and tried perfecting this song and deck the halls. Teehee.

Merry Christmas in advance!

Sheesh. I'm hungry.

losjg

2005-11-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

I'M OBSESSING OVER SOMETHING I CANNOT HAVE.

SOMEBODDY SLAP ME. SLAP ME HARD.

PFFTS.

gahhhh

2005-11-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

GONE.

i hate both of you.
yes you.

halloween!

2005-10-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

hey.
hello.
hi.
hey you.
hi there.
wheeeeeee. i'm bored.

pssst!
pssssssstttt!!!!!!
come closer! i need to tell you something!
psssst!!!!
why aren't you coming closer?
quickly quickly!
no sense in wasting good time!
FINALLY!
you came closer.
okay
here's what i have to say... ...

HAPPY HALLOWEEEEENNNN!!!!!!!!!
-cue for eerie ghosts and stuffs to come in!

Pssssssssstttt! Someone wanted to go trick or treating but nobody wanted to go with her!
Rawr. But she has a witch hat! Woots.

OMG YUQI IS SOOOO CUTE!
He came kncoking at my door trick or treating!
And he was dressed as a fencer.
Okay, no, actually that's just his cca thingie.
But it' so sweet of him to come and visit.
I've missed him so much!
And he's grown!
He's still as cute as ever though!
Gahh, I'm in desperate need to go out with my godbrothers.

And I just realised how much I miss Adrian, Yuqi and Emsaiful. Hmmmmmm.

Gahh, this is what boredom does to you.

GOODNIGHT FOLKS.

last day of school!=(

2005-10-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I wanted to blog yesterday but i didn't reach home till about 10 plus after ballet. And i was pooped. So yeah, I'm going to blog now. I ate dinner at 10.45 pm yesterday! Gahh, then I was so tired I went to sleep, so now I have developed a big tummy. Haha. Doesn't really matter anyways. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday was the last day of school. Most of our class ended up crying. It was soooo sad!!!!!! I can't believe how attached I've become to 2s1. And it's like no one else from the other classes were crying! Ms Lau was super nice and bought us a cake. But I didn't really eat much of it, cos I was too sad. And also because I didn't get a piece. Haha. I shall leave the sweet parts for later. After school, which ended at about 10.45? We (Rachel Lau, Si Jing, Adrienne, Nicole, Grace, Rachel Pan, Qi Xuan, Tania, Ni Fong, Choong Yee, Wi Lin, Joanne, Jessleen, Jolene) stayed back for like an hour taking pictures and sort of crying I guess. It was just really really sad! Then, the whole group of us went out! Haha. It was sooo fun! We ate and Swensen's and then walked to Heeren. I love them all. Then, Tania's gang left and we walked to taka and I ate takopachi! Haha, then we went to Kinokuniya and stayed there. I really need a nice book to read! Then I went for ballet. Omg, i was really tired, and ballet made me even more tired. But oh wells, it was fun.

It's really sad. And it'll be so weird next year.No more dirty classroom, no more tucking out of shirts, no more noisy people, no more nice form teacher, no more laughs and craziness. Siggh. Oh wells.

Tania was really sweet! She wrote letters to the whole class and made brownies! Omg Tania, I LOVE YOUU LOAAADDDSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! I'LL MISS YOU SO MUCH NEXT YEAR! Hopefull we'll get into te same class, or maybe we won't. Oh wells. Tania's letter was so so so sweet that I started crying all over again!!!!

Anyway,here's some stuff that I want to say to you people(according to register number). Although I did write postcards to each of you, I feel that it's not enough. Heh. So here's what I really really want to say to you guys.

Adrienne/ Andayy: Omg you've been real sweet and nice. I'm really really glad that we've become so close this year. I'll definitely miss you A LOT. All your jokes and comforting words, and your simple yet nice art, your cards, you always being there, willing to lend an ear. It would be quite wrong without you in Crescent next year. I love your compos, your taste in books, your obsession with Jude Law. I think you're really cute and stuff, and you've definitely been a wonderful friend that I'll never forget. Remember? Your script! And we'll work together next time, and earn loads of money! =) Love you loads! Thanks for all your encouraging words and advice. It's greatly appreciated. MWAH. <33

Tania ah ma: YOU! I think you're really wise and talented, and I've always looked up to you in a way. How you're able to be strong and be funny. All your craziness and kind words. Your beautiful drawings. Your letter really touched me, and your brownies are delicious! You've made an impact in my life and I will never ever forget you. And I will continue offering you chocolates and drawing you lollies and candies!=) And I'll frame up your letter as it really means A LOT to me. You're really sweet and caring, always putting others before yourself. Thanks for always listening and being there and organising class things and giving your class spirit and everything. I love you loads Tania, maybe we'll be in the same class. I hope. Cos it would be so weird without you. Take care! And all the best for next year, I'll always be here if you need. Mwah. <333 You're one of those that I'll miss the most!

Gracey poooo:Hello you! I know, I still owe you your letter.I'll give it to you before the end of this year okay! Haha. I never really got to know you that well, but you give me an impression that you're really cheery,and cute, and emotional(in a good way). You've been really nice and funny. And as I see it from the outside, you're a really good friend. I'll remember those times. Ben and Jerry's! Haha, and we'll still be seeing each other during training. So it wouldn't be that bad. But still, I would miss being in the same class as you! All those squeals and "fights" and your untucked shirt. Haha, well, take care yah! <3

Qi Xuan: Haha. Remember? All our little hand action thingies and secret eyecandies! And wanting boyfriends. Haha. There's still training to share all those! Haha. Class wouldn't be the same without you, all your loud talking and shouts and laughs and everything. Haha. You're one smart girl! So, do well next year okay! I'm sure you can do it. Take care! <3

Jess: Hey, I'll miss you! All your weird sick jokes, and your weird sense of humour. Your stroking of hair and pulling it. Everything! Haha. Well, we're not very close but yeah. It was a fun year. Take care okay, all the best next year! Mwah, <3

Jolene: Hi stupid cyclops! Haha. I'll remember all the emails and complaining we did. Haha. And thoe funny little actions of yours. Maybe I'll start replying your email from now. Haha. Your very smart okay! So don't waste it, take care! <3

Choong Yee: FACIALS!! Now whenever i think of you, I'll think of the first time we did facial together! Haha. Your facial expression was so cute! Anyway, I'll miss all the mornings and the hugs and the laughs. I'll really miss you dearly. Haha, I'll never forget all your little sick actions, whacking people's boobs and stuff. Haha, but you are cute in your own way. And to me, you've been a really good friend, providing tissue and stuffs. Haha. All your noise in class. Well, we MUST keep in touch okay! I'll never ever forget you! Take care! Mwah, <33

Ni Fong: Haha. You've been really sweet this whole year. Haha. I'll always remember July 21st 2005. Hahahaha. You're a really great friend, although you can be hmm, weird at times. But that's just you, isn't it? Thanks for always caring and being there, be it to comfort me or make me laugh. Thanks for the hand made bear, it was really sweet and I'll never forget it. I'll miss seeing you in class and your hugs and all. It's been a great 2 years, and I'll always have the memories with me. There are things to be said, but I can't say it here. Maybe one day I'll tell you. You're really nice and funny, and at times, cute, and I'll never forget you. Take care okay? And all the best next year! You're one of those that are very special to me. <333

Joanneeeeeeeeee: Haha. I'll always remember those crazy times where we laughed and laughed and laughed non-stop. There are so many things that we can find to laugh about. Haha. I'll miss your crazy laughter and all the cute little things. And we have to keep in touch okay! I'll come specially to your class so that we can laugh and laugh and laugh! Haha. Take care! <3

Wi Lin: Remember in the beginning of the year or in the middle of the year we were talking about Edna? Hahahaha. I'll never forget that! And! a Happy Wi Lin = Happy Bernette! So, must be happy okay? If not I'll buy you chocolate and make you happy! Haha. Class would be weird without you, I'll always remember your laugh and your hugs. My dearest dearest Wi Lin, if anyone bullies you must tell me okay? I'll come and beat them up for you! Haha. And we MUST kepp in touch okay? Take care! Loveyou!<33

Rachel Lau: My dearest Rachel Lau, at least we'll still get to see each other during training right? You've been a great class chairperson this year, really! And a great captain and friend. You are selfless, and that's what I admire a lot. Don't worry about your grades okay, as long as you tried your best, it's fine. Don't be so stressed out! Remember, you do have other people around to help you. I'll remember those times we spent in class, and all the little secrets and stuff. It'd be so different without you. Your hyperness, and Ewan McGreggor obsession, your laugh, your smile, you talkativeness, your cuteness, your enthusiasm, your Rachel Lau walk, just everything. We must go out next year okay! Whether we're in the same class or not. I love you loads Rachel!!!!!!!! Take care, and all the best for next year! I know you're smart enough to do well! MWAH!<333333 And I'll always be there for you, no matter what.

Rachel Pan: rachp!Haha. You are a really really great friend, nice and caring and stuff. And you're smart, pretty, funny and cute! I'll really really miss having you in class. Your laughter, your jokes, and you always tieing your hair=) Haha.Well, there's always training right? Remember those little talks we had? I'll definitely miss that. Haha. Purple goat! Haha. Remember all our gossips? Haha. Take care okay, and do well next year! I know you can and you've always been doing well! Love you! MWAH, <33333

Niiiicoooolllleeeee: Haha. Although we have had our little misunderstandings and stuff, I want you to know that you're a really lovely friend. I'm glad that we've put everything behind us and become good friends. I'll really miss you! All your hyperness and stuff. How you're always happy and the little talks we had. Haha. Hope everything gets better for you! We must go out okay! Then we can go home together! Haha. Anyway, you're real smart, go and get whatever you want to achieve. It's possible!=) Love you! Take care! <333333

Si Jing: Hello! It's really quite sad I never got to know you better, like how Adrienne and the rest knows you. But I do know that you love green, always put chilli in your prawn mee(where you'll only eat bee hoon), hate kaya and you know, just some others. But for how close I am to you, I think that you're a friend really worth treasuring. I think you're sooo cute! And thank you for always being there, never failing to try to cheer me up, and encouraging me in some way or another. You've always been kind enough to offer a ear, or a shoulder, and I really really aprreciate that. Thanks for always smiling and making sure that I never feel left out, and that I'm able to follow you guys. You're one of those very few ones who actually do that for me. Thanks for always thinking about my schedule and making sure that I'm never sad for a long time. You have brightened some of my days without knowing it. I know it all sounds a bit mushy but hey, it's true. I really treasure you as a friend, and I hope that we'll always keep in touch. You're also one of those that I'll miss the most if we're not in the same class. And if you ever need any help or something, I'll be glad to help kay? I love you loads Si Jing! Take care yah. MWWWAAAHHH. <333333333

Priscilla: Haha, I'll always remember those times where we laughed and laughed and laughed non stop during lessons. It was really really fun! And all thsoe talks about boys! Haha. Well, we drifted apart but I'll never forget you lala! Take care okay! And all the best next year. Mwah.<33

Okay, that's all done. I know it sounds as if we're all elaving or something but I really felt that I needed to say those things. Will blog about other things another time.

I LOVE 2S1 2005!!!!!!!!!!! I'll never forget you guys. EVER. <3

stuffs

2005-10-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

POSTING SUBMITTED.

I HOPE I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE.

GOOD BYE.

poofs

2005-10-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

POOFS.

and gone for good.

AND I'M GONE.

ljyhf kc

2005-10-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

GOING. GOING. GOING.

GONE.

I might as well be gone for good.

horsey!

2005-10-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

I WAS RIDING ON A HORSEY ONE DAY
IT WAS A BIG FAT YELLOW THING
IT SHITED ON MY NAILS
AND ANOTHER PERSON CAME
THEN THE HORSEYS DECIDED TO RIDE AWAY!!!

Hello.

Long time no blog.

I screwed my EOYs. Well, sort of. Woots. But hey, I'm still able to get into at least combined and do a maths. Not that I want to but yeah. Lalalalalalalalalala. I feel like such an idiot. And I think I've been an idiot lately. Gahh.

I want to work at Ben and Jerry's at United Square! And I want to go christmas carolling! And I want to go ice skating! And I want to go Trick or Treating! I want to go for a Halloween party! I want to go busking! -hinthintcoughadriennecoughhinthint. I want to do a lot of things. But!!!!!!! I have training training training for this holidays! And then the ballet performance! Lalalala.

I think I'm falling sick.

And I'm off now.
Okay fine. I admit. I'm jealous. And i give up. I act that way plainly because i'm jealous. It's like you're so popular and get along so well with everybody and i'n just a shit ass. so yeah. Happy?
-goes around christmas carolling!

animals!

2005-10-05T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I fell. And the wound hurts like crap!!!! Gahh. Oh wells. Shall elaborate another time, teehee.

Si Jing is Pinky the Dinosaur!
Bernette is Barbara the Pig!
Rachel Lau is Lucy the Bear!

Haha, Rachel Lau was bored during history lecture today, so she randomly came up with these. Haha.

Off to study study study!

gahh.

2005-09-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hello.

CME sucked today, Nicole and I studied so hard and tried to memorise everything buttttttttttt!!!!! Nothing came out, only one miserable little question asking what fundemental liberty is. Gahh. Stupid school.

Phantom of the Opera! Whee, was watching it during music yesterday. Nice nice nice! Gahh, I'm not really in the mood to blog. But yeah well.

Chorus:

Masquerade! /Paper faces on parade/Masquerade! /Hide your face so the world will never find you/Masquerade! /Every face a different shade/Masquerade! /Look around, there's another mask behind you. Flash of mauve/Splash of puce/Fool and king/Ghoul and goose/Green and black/Queen and priest/Trace of rouge/Face of beast/Faces!/Take your turn, take a ride/On the merry-go-round/in an inhuman race/Eye of gold/True is false/Who is who?/Curl of lip/Swirl of gown/Ace of hearts/Face of clown/Faces!/Drink it in, drink it up/Till you've drowned/In the light/In the sound/But who can name the face? Masquerade! /Grinning yellows, spinning reds/Masquerade! /Take your fill, let the spectacle astound you/Masquerade! /Burning glances, turning heads/Masquerade!/Stop and stare at the sea of smiles around you/Masquerade!/Seething shadows breathing lies/Masquerade!/You can fool any friend who ever knew you/Masquerade!/Leering satyrs, peering eyes/Masquerade!/Run and hide, but a face will still pursue you.

I love this song. Woots.

The finals are coming, and I feel so unprepared. It's like, I'm panicking and stuff, and I have the feeling that I didn't study enough and so on. Gahh. I hate myself sometimes. Rawr. What if I don't do well? What if my mom gets angry at me and I can't get into the class I want? How how how? I feel like such a pig now.

Need to sleep. Lack of sleep causes bad memory which result in me forgetting everything that I've studied. Dammit.

Good night everyone, and good luck for finals. I doubt i'd be posting. But you know, maybe a short one once in awhile. Gahh.

When I saw you, I was happy, but then I became hurt, and sad, and wanted to cry. Everyone around can talk to you. But I can't, and we can't even be friends. Just plain, mere simple friends. And it sucks. All we can do is smile, and hope that we'd be able to talk again. In the future. I wonder how long that will be? It's like she knows so much, and i feel so arggh. I mean, even though we don't talk. But still, there's that tugging feeling. And it seriously sucks, I hate it. Everytime she sees me, she asks if I have anything to say to you? But how am I supposed to tell her? I want to say so much, yet i can't. Rawr. I hate this, this tugging feeling, this hurt, just this feeling. I wish we could be friends again.

no more chocolate apple.

2005-09-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Right, so when I start to take my mother's advice and wash my face with all those lotions she bought, she starts thinking that I have this secret hidden thing. And she starts to get all suspiscious that i'm having a secret boyfriend or something. Omg, paranoid. I don't have any crushes whatsoever. Gosh. She said I've been acting strangely blah blah blah, and when I decide to wear a skirt for her, she asks " dress up for who ah?" Gosh. Rawr.

Had ballet yesterday, it was so tiring. Then had training on Tuesday, rawr. I'm aching all over now. My thighs and calf muscles hurt like crap, and my shoulders ache, and my arm muscles hurt too. Rawr. But ballet's fun, and I don't really mind it. It's just irritating when I can't do the steps nicely and stuff, and up to my teachert's expectations. Having rehearsals tomorrow, from 6-9 pm. So please don't be angry if I don't aswer you on Monday morning or something like that. Cos yeah, I'd be really tired. That would be a total of 5 hours of dancing this week. Gosh.

Rawr, finals are coming up. Bahh. I feel so bleagh and blah blah blah. Oh, was watchinng christmas vcds this morning, wtached 2! All I Want For Christmas and Jingle All The Way! Ethan Randall is so cute! Omg, I just love the show All I Want For Christmas. It's so touching, well sort, and really quite cute. The little girl is sooo cute! Thora Birch or something like that. I feel sorta christmassy. I was feeling more christmassy some weeks ago, but it all sorta faded away.

Gahhhh. I'm pissed. Gosh, piss off.

Can't you see it's so wrong. Like it's not meant to be. And I don't want to hurt you, or even me.
I really need to get out.
Before i explode.

asdfgh

2005-09-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hello.

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUETWA!=)
hope you had a great day. <3

And next,

THANK YOU SIJING!=) <3

Si Jing is really sweet and thoughtful. Haha. It's like, when you see her with Yu Jie it's kinda funny and all, cos they're always fighting and stuff, and whacking each other. And you wouldn't think that she's like that, but Si Jing is actually really thoughtful. Woo. Eh, Si Jing! No offense meant kayy. Heh. Anyway, thanks yeah. =)

Yayy. I love Si Jing<33

Anyway, I saw Olinda todayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And and and! I wanted to get her autograph, but we were in a restaurant, and I didn't know if she wanted to be disturbed while having dinner. So I just sat at the table with my mom asking for paper, even though I knew I wouldn't have the guts to ask her in the end. And I actually decided to write her a note saying how I think she has an amazing voice and I love her voice, BUT! I couldn't find any paper. Dammit. AH WELL.

Was at Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao for dinner. YUMMMMMYYYY. The food was really good. Haha, and I ate churros before that!!!!! I'm craving now, teehee. Churros are really yummy, I hope they don't stop doing business one day. Woots. Gosh lalalalalallaa.

I don't really feel like blogging. Rawr.

Oh, I was doing a compo on walls the other day, cos it was holiday homework. And I just started to think. It's like suddenly I'm thinking so much more than before, and deeper. What is wrong with me? So yeah, was talking to my dad about it. And he mentioned that people build walls around themselves to keep other from finding out the truth, ot whatever they're feeling. And I think I've been sorta doing that lately. But it actually feels good, you know, in a weird sense of mine. Rawr. Oh wells.

Rawr.

My feet are getting dry=( I'm off to put moisturizer. Heh. Bye.

the irony.

2005-09-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Right, so have you ever thought about the irony. The irony of having close friends whom you can tell everything to but you don't, and telling someone not so close to you, that you met through a friend online, whatever that is bothering you. And, that online friend whom you've never met before in your whole life, though was in the same primary school as you, can cheer you up in an instnace and tell you wise words to make you feel better. But, your close friends, whom you see almost everyday, can't seem to make it all better in an instance, instead, takes a few days to make you feel better. And the irony that your close friends takes a few hours to realise that you're feeling down while it takes that online friend about 10 minutes to figure you're sad? The irony.

The sad irony.

brother.

2005-09-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

RAWR.

Hmm. Not feeling too good at the moment. So, shan't be blogging much. Anyway. Found someone that i could really talk to, though i'm not that close to him but vlose enough. He's real nice and stuff. Well, met him through priscilla, didn't really start off well but yeah well. Anyway, he's real sweet, and wise, ladeedah. Rawr, i think i'm spouting nonsense but oh wells.

iHEARTweihan

Hahaha. Right, okay. Would say more but hmm, better not. Don't know how to phrase it anyways. Bye.

erps.

2005-08-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

Rawr.

Anyway, Nanyang won OP. Woots. The score was 2-1. Anyway, that's not the point. Adrienne and Sijing is bugging me to blog. Sijing said i take a million years to blog. Hmpfs. But if i blog everyday, then it'll all be really short posts and that would make me a boring person. I'm already quite a boring person. Rawr. Nvm.

Oh. Rachel Lau's bbq was really fun, and sleepover too. I had 2 chicken wings for dinner! Adrienne and Sue Wei stayed over as well. We took a lot oh photos. Haha. And i showed them my pointe. Photos are up. We played cards and bluff and Sue Wei can't bluff!! Haha, she's really cute and pretty. And did i mention that i absolutely lovvvveee Rachel's house even though it's so far away.<33. Haha. We slept at like 2 and had to wake up at about 7. Was really tired in the late afternoon though, strangely. I wasn't really that tired during training, and when i looked at Rachel Lau and Sue Wei, they kept on saying they were so tired and sleepy. Rawr. Sue Wei finished my cotton candy!

I LOVE NICOLE!!!!!!!
-nicole

Haha. Eh shit, i forgot what i was gonna blog about. Oh, got back common test results. Sucked like shit, and i don't dare to tell my parent's my marks. I mean i did improve but i don't think it's good enough for them. Rawr.
Anyway, went for Dim Sum Dollies again. I invited Rachel Lau and her mom and SUe Wei. Even though it was my second time watching it, i still loved it all the same. OMG it was so good. And the dancers were so cute!!!!! They stripped down to birght pink underwear in the beginning. SO CUTEEEEE!=) Teehee. Then there was this scene where they had to change many time, and Emma Yoong was able to change really fast and the scene was really really good. The actors chosen to do Dim Sum DOllies were really good, they chose the right people. I'm too lazy to tell you about the other scenes. But i'd be glad to tell you if you come to me and ask. Teehee. I saw quite a few people on Saturday. I saw Ms Goon, Dahpne Khoo and chen lao shi. Ms Goon and Chen lao shi went to watch Dim Sum Dollies as well. Then after the show i was standing outside waiting for my mom, and then when i turned my head she was right next to me. I was so shocked and i quckly turned away so she wouldn't see me. Then while queing up to get the actresses autographs, i saw Chen lao shi and... Nvm. Anyway, one of the dancers was also the choreographer for everything. And he was sooooo cuteee!!! and hot!!! His name is Eric Edralin or something like that. He was sooo cute! RAWR. Now i'll never get to see him. But at least i have a photo of him in The Dolly Times. Teehee. RAWR. I want to watch the previous and next seasons of Dim Sum Dollies.

Anyway, Adrienne, reasons why i don't want to be a model and why i might possibly fail as one:

1) I'd have to wear all sorts of weird clothes and high high heels and i wouldn't be able to walk properly. The costumes are heavy and hard to walk in(plus, you'd have to catawlk), and my hair would have to be styled in a weird way. I'm just not that kind of person who would agree to wear all sorts of clothes that would weigh me down or something.

2) I'd have to stay slim/skinny for the rest of my life. okay maybe not but at least half of it. Like, i'd have to go on a really strict diet, and even if i gained 500 pounds i'd get scolded by my manager person thingie. And thus, i would not be able to enjoy yummy delicious food. And i'm a person who likes to eat=) But can't eat as much due to ballet and my not very hugh metabolism rate.

3) I wouldn't have much of a life, what with working most of the time. And IF i get famous, then i'd have those marry then break up relationships which i do not want. I want to settle down, and have 2 kids okay. Mock me all you want. But i still want a nice family. And you could say that i might be able to find the right guy and everything, but what if i don't?

4) No privacy. I'd have to change in front of a lot of people. What if i can't wear a bra for that particular peice of clothing? Rawr. I need my own privacy you know. And! People would call and call and i'd probably not have much time to myself. Okay, so maybe i'm starting to sound really stupid.

5) I have to always act like all Ms Supermodel-ish and walk nicely, and have a nice posture, and dress really well and stuff. When sometimes i just want to dress in a sweater and shorts. Rawr.

6) I'd probably fail as one cos i don't have the discipline and i'm not actually aspiring to be one anyway. Maybe a hand model or something cos i happen to like my hands. And i'm too short and i don't have the right body. Besides, i'm more interested in dancing and teaching. Rawr.
- written on 25th august.

See the many reasons why i can't be a model? Rawr. And Adrienne doesn't like teachers. so yeah. I don't even know what i want to be already. It's like, people tell me be this! Be that! I'm beginning to think that i'm making myself like dancing, like i've already hypnotised myself into thinking that i like ballet. Or maybe it's just me being indecisive and asshole-ish now. Rawr.

I feel so insecure right now. My brother has just left for Canada. My parents went with him for the first week to help him about, and get all the administrative things done and stuff. I'm sorta alone even though my mom's friend is here to look after me. Phebe is gone. She left early wednesday morning. It's like, all those close to my heart is gone. My brother is going to be gone for 2 years, but he'll be back and yeah. Phebe will be gone for 4 years. Rawr. It's like, an empty spot, just there.

Rawr, okay forget that part. Anyway, thanks Sijing and the rest, thanks Ziyao. =)

So, gonna be parentless for 8-9 days, i miss them already. Siggh. oh wells. At least i told them my grades before they left and they weren't too disappointed. At least i got an A in something.

Rawr, i feel so wrong now.

Goodbye.

rawr

2005-08-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

Rawr.

okay, so i got back my chinese. It sucked. Rawr. But i actually did well for the multiple choice compre which i thought that i would fail, oh wells. ANd i did horribly for my cloze passage. Rawr. Chinese sucks. MMFTS. I can wait to get back my papers. I hope i don't let down my parents AGAIN. See what a horrible person i am? Rawr.

So, anyway, went out with Adrienne, Grace, Rachel Lau, Rachel Pan and Sijing on Monday. The 2 birthday girls. We just walked and Rachel Lau went to cut her hair. After that we just walked and walked and ate a lot. At around 5 plus, met my mom and got gifts for the 2 Rachels. Got all of them shirts and earrings, but different shirts and earrings. Rawr. I'm broke. The cost of the 3 presents were like $75, something like that. And i have to slowly pay my mom back. But oh well, presents are presents. And Rachel Lau's present was the most expensive, be glad okay. Teehee.
Rawr. Went to Turf City to watch Nanyang play OP. I wasn't even playing in the match and i was so nervous, or rather excited. Something like that. Rawr, then there was lightning and they were playing tiebreaker!!!!!!!! So, they're gonna play from tiebreaker on Monday. Argh. OP is leading 8-7. Rawr. I want Nanyang to win, i think they deserve the title of champion more than OP. RAWR. If Nanyang doesn't win i'll just die.

Anyway, there was supposed to be photo taking for the sports CCAs yesterday. BUTTTTTTTTTTT. The photographer(MS SHERVON YAK) FORGOT to bring the camera, sooooooo, it was postponed to today. Rachel, Sue Wei and I changed into our full jersey for NOTHING. Rawr. After that went to town with Rachel and Wati, bought some stuffs to do some things. Teehee. Rawr. I'm craving for MacDonald's chocolate sundae. Mmmmmmmmmmmm. YUMMAY. =). Teehee.

Oh, my brother tore his knee ligament. Rawr. And he's due in Canada in 2 weeks. Poor thing. Gosh, i felt his pain, seriously. Saturday, my mom got a call that my brother tore his ligament, and we actually had a party for him. So he went to the hospital, and then came afterwards. He looked like he was in so much pain, and his leg was in a cast, and he had difficulty walking. Rawr. He was playing rugby and was on the field for 4 minutes. ONLY 4 MINUTES! Hope he feels better soon. The STUPID ang mohs laughed at him. RAWR. And the guy who fell on him was like 180 pounds?!?!??!!?!!?!? Stupid shitheads. Nobody laughs at my brother like that. Rawr. They'll die if i meet them. STUPID IDIOTIC MORONIC IRRITATING BLOODY SHITHEADS. RAWRR.

Okay, the above was written in school. Rawr. The phototaking was postponed AGAIN. Rawr, to tomorrow. Oh wells. Today was a wet wet day, training was so slack. Rawr. My fielding deproved, and my batting is shit. I'm scared. Scared that i might not be able to blend into the 'b' div. Rawr. Anyway. Going to Rachel's house tomorrow! Teehee. So much fun. Rawr. Can't wait.

Good night and good bye.

Why aren't you talking to me?
Are you angry at me?
It sucks that you ignore and don't want to talk to me. Sigh.

dim sum dollies

2005-08-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh! I forgot to mention, i went to watch Dim Sum Dollies, and it was GREAT! You should really try to get tickets. Haha. Well, because of Dim Sum Dollies. I'm now one step close to winning a car. The thing is going to be held on the 20th of August, i get to watch the show again, and go up there and play the game to see if i get the car. Wow. Haha. I'm lazy to elaborate, shall elaborate another time.

Rawr.

pointe.pain.satisfying.

2005-08-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

I have come to a conclusion. Pointe shoes are really painful, but satisfying in the end. Right, so i did pointe work today. OMG. It hurts, i was trying to balance on one foot cos you know, it was a must do. And i looked weird, but i felt really tall!=) I was balancing and looking at the other dancers not in pointe and i felt so much taller.teehee. Cos it adds like 2 inches to your height or something, oaky fine, maybe an inch. But yeah, it adds height! Teehee!

Today, my ballet teacher did something totally out of the blue. Usually, when doing pointe work, we'll only do it at the barre. BUTTTTTTTTTT, she went okay let's test your pointe, and she taught us a short exercise to do in the centre. That's like no barre, no support. And i only just started! But it actually turned out to be quite okay, i mean, i was able to do the steps proeprly without falling over and making a fool of myself. See, that's what i mean by satisfying. =) It felt good, to be able to do that, when i just started. Teehee, okay i'll stop.

My big toe on the right hurts. Poots. It hurts even when i don't apply pressure on it, which is bad. Omg, i'm aching hip down. Today's lesson was so tough. Gosh, when i was walking up the stairs, my legs were shaking. Not good, not good not gooooddd!!!!Hey, but it's all worth it, cos i MIGHT be able to get a degree or soemthing for ballet, and start teaching. Which is like my goal/ambition, whatever you want to call it. Shucks, if there's something growing in my big toe i'll die during ballet lessons. Rawrr. Nvm. Pain's worth it.

mmmmmm yumm. My mom just brought some custard apple in for me. Yummay. The poor thing, she's getting sick. Hmm.

I was listening to christmas songs just now, teehee. In August. Haha. But it was nice, i always love christmas songs. Woots. Yayy for christmas and christmas songs.=) I'm already saving up so that i'd have enough money by december to get people their presents! Rawr. I can't wait=)

Okay, i'm officially going to fail my common tests. Right Sijing? Siggh, going to let down my parents, which sucks. Cos yeah. Oh wells. No phone too. I hate myself when it comes to studying and all. It's like i have no discipline, i want to do well but i can't focus, and nothing gets into my head. And when something actually does get into my head, it's not tested. Rawwrrrrr.

Rawr. I hate blogger. Stupid thing. Rawr.

Gosh i'm so tired, going to eat the custard apple now. It's huge, teehee.
Bye.=)

rolls eyes

2005-08-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

Rawr.

Sigh, i suck eh, i completely forgot what to blog about. Well, actually there are things to blog about but i don't feel like blogging about it. Rawr. They're either too long or just too boring. Poots.

Common tests tomorrow. And i think i'm not going to do well. I have to have to have to have to do well, if not i'd just die. My mom's already nagging and i feel like i've let her down too many times?RAWR. And..if i do well i can get get my phone back! But that's besides the point. But how can i do well if i have horrible teachers. Make that a horrible teacher. RAWRRRR. Now i feel the need to rant.

Gosh, i seriously don't like mrs goh. She's so unreasonable and uggggggh. She can't even teach for nuts, i wodner why she's not retiring now instead of in 3 month's time. I'd gladly appreciate that she retire NOW. ARGGGGGGGH. I got scolded for nothing, she accussed the whole class for something that we didn't even know about, she sends people to the principal's office, oh no, wrong. THE VICE PRINCIPAL, just for talking. TALKING?!?!?!?!??! Rawr. I'm so going to fail science. I'm just about to go into this long ranting mode but i figure it'll be wasting my time, and i have to go study. Rawr.

Come to think of it anna cheng is actually much better than mrs goh. Rawr. At least i have an okay maths, chinese and history teacher. Phew. If not i'd seriously just die. DIE DIE DIE DIE. Okay, i'm feeling really negative now. Excuse me.

Looking on the bright side, One Tree Hill tonight!<33

Right, so i just came back from the toilet, and it hit me:

Adrienne is leaving in like 3 months? Rawr. Why did her parents have to argue with that person to leave on 27th November(is that right?) instead of 31st December. She won't be here for christmas!=( Rawr. That nice card she sent me last year. And everything, the outings, her camera obsession, her jokes, her complaining about teachers, our sitting at the bench. She tolerating my hyperactivity lame crap. Rawr. Just plainly everything.

MMFTS. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR. RAWR.

Adrienne,(or andayy as i might call you)

I'M GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH!=(

RAWR.

Maybe i've been taking people for granted. Rawr. And maybe i've not been caring enough, haven't been considerate enough, never showed enough appreciation, some friend huh. Rawr. I feel so, so wrong. Hmm. Maybe it's just me.

Anyway, good luck for common tests people.

I'm going to need it.

Goodbye.

bleah

2005-08-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

I feel like going to one corner and crying my eyes out.

Goodbye.

court shoes.bleagh.

2005-07-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

Boooooooo. Court shoes suck!!! Yes right, anyway, today was speech day. While people were out ther walking around having fun, EATING, playing games. I got stuck doing duty. But it was okay i guess, at least i got some air con, and i got to see Evelyn Norris. I was stuck in the council uniform the whole day. And it was soooooo hotttt!! And people laughed at me, poofs. And and and and anddddd!!!!!! Court shoes totally suck, never ever wear them. Or maybe it's just cos i borrowed them form my mom. So anyway, they were high, and made my feet red and really painful. And now i have this cut/scratch thingie on my right ankle. Cos the shoes are kinda big, so when i walk it'll hit against my right ankle, so now it stings whenever it touches water. Bahh. And! I feel like my pinky toenail on the left mgiht break anytime soon. Cos it hurts real bad, really really bad. Poots.

So, i spent the whole morning ushering people to and fro, from the foyer to the hall etc. I had to lead this particular lady to the canteen though, and she was carrying this huge pot of curry, and i had to help her carry it. And it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo heavyy! I almost died. And plus, i was in my council uniform, long sleeves, stocking, vest, COURT SHOES, tie which almost choked me blah blah. And it was soooo hot. Then after ushering went to set up food for the VVIPs and the VIPs. And, we(the councillors on duty), became waitresses for that whole one hour or so. I was in charge of the penang laksa! Haha. I'm too lazy to elaborate. Poots.

After speech day, had training. It was raining so did bullet batting. Then it stopped and then rained again. And coach and ms peh sorta cancelled training. Was really shocked. They just said go home, rest, don't walk in the rain. Something like that.hmm. Weird. Was really tired during training. Cos i stood since 7.30 this morning. Oh wells.

Anyway, i can't exactly remember what happened this week. My memory is failing me. Oh oh oh! watched The Island with Rachel, suetwa, adrienne and sijing! Oh! suetwa is a really fun person to be around. She's really nice to talk to as well! ahah. Anyway, The Island was evil, mean heartless etc. Sijing would know what i'm talking about, right sijing? haha. Anyway, it's a movie that you'd only like to see once and not over and over again. Yups. Oh wells. But it was kinda good actually.

Oh. We're into the the next round for nationals. Blahh. Peicai played MGS on friday. BAHH. peicai. Can't stand them. Poots. Shan't elaborate. Poots, waste my breath and energy only.

Anyway, slomething happened on thursday. Right tania? Haha, only certain people would know. And it was really nice. Haha, so sweet and thoughtful. Was touched. Teehee. Anyway, i'm a boring person. Poots.

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 29TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!=) And am going to buy pointe shoes tomorrow!woots. No pain no gain. Shit i ahte that phrase. I'm going to die in pointe. bahh.

Goodbye.

wesley college guy, so cute!

2005-07-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

Ooh. Went to watch the band/choir from Wesley College at the PAT today, with Rachel Lau, Adrienne, Suet Wa and Sam! Suet wa came back! She looked good, haha. It was sooooo nice! They sang, and played jazz, and nice music! Haha. There were lotsa cute guys! Teehee. But the music was better. The jazz was sooooo good! I added another thing to my list, be a jazz player something like that, that'd be real cool! I love jazz! And they were throwing small cute little footballs and i didn't get one!=( I badly wanted one, oh wells. Man, i love jazz, actually, i love music. Siggh. Reprhase, i've added another thing to my list: be a musician.

After that went for tuition. It was soooo boringg! Everyone was soo dead that i almost fell asleep. Then went to buy some stuff after that. And my bad was sooo super heavy!=( So now my shoulders ache like crap, damn. Siggh.

Yesterday during music, we watched Les Choristes! OMG IT WAS SOOOOO NICE!!!! It was in french though, but it was really good! They had really nice voices! Wow. Which reminds me, i want to learn french! I think french is really cool! Suet wa's learning french, teehee.

Bahh, I have no idea what to blog about anymore. Shit my life sucks.

I'm sorry, i really am. I hope you forgive me. <33

pointe!

2005-07-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm, my mom's off to Hong Kong with my brother, to shop! Mmfts! No fair! I want to shop too!=( Oh wells. Woke up at 4.56 am today, just to send her off to the airport. But it was quite alright, cos i got to eat yummy kaya toast and prawn mee at the airport! Teehee. Well, came back home then went for church, i was so tired i kept on yawning, and almost fell asleep. That's what you get if you sleep at 12 midnight and wake up at 4.56 the next morning. Poofs.

Anyway, was at ballet on friday, and my teacher told me i could go on pointe already! Woots. Which means i have to go and get the shoes, but my mom's not in Singapore, which is sad. Cos i really want to try out the pointe shoes. Heh. But it's going to be soooo painful, i mean, you have to stand on your toes, like totally on your toes and not the balls of your feet, for the longest time ever. I think i'll just die. But hey, it's worth it, and i guess it'll be actually kinda fun once you get the hang of it. Damn, ballet is hard.

Oh! That reminds me! I want to learn jazz dance and hip hop too! Teehee. I think they're really cool , and it'll be soo fun to do. And i want to learn to play the drums too! I only know like one rhythm and that's all? And i suck at that rhythm, so it doesn't really count. I've added a new thing to my job list but i can't remember what. Poots. Oh well, maybe sometime i'll list out the whole thing, heh.

Oh oh oh! Suet Wa's backkk!!!!!!!!! Hee. I think she's coming to school. That would be so cool. Haha. Siggh, i'm being lame. And i just realised my blog is as good as dead, which sucks, maybe i should just delete it. But hmm, Adrienne would kill me. Heh.

Oh. Went to the Prata Cafe near SMU just now. It looked good on the outside but isn't actually very nice. I mean, the idea is good and everything, but the service sucks and the food isn't that great either. Poots. There was like banana and cheese prata, honey prata, fresh fruits prata, durian prata, mushroom prata, ice cream prata, and tissue prata! Which all sounded really weird and i didn't dare to try them. So i jsut ended up taking a plain prata and sharing an egg, onion thosai with my dad. The thosai sucked. It tasted all sour, bleagh. Anyway, the waiters sucked too, when you ask them for a menu or something they act like they're not interested at all and just walk off. Blah.

Anyway, i'm off to eat, goodbye.

new watch!

2005-07-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

teehee.

i forgot to add. My watch died on me today, so my mom was being really nice and brought me to go change the batteries. Then out of the blue, she saw this really nice watch(which was going at half price), and decided to get it for me. Yayy! And i think it's really nice, so i shall alternate using my old one and the new one. -swoons.

And i think my mom is really feeling nvery nice, she got me this op shirt, which doesn't look op at all. And it's purple! Heeeeeeee. And there was a 20% discount. Yayy. I'm too lazy to blog now.
Tata!

stupid heelys.

2005-07-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

So, there i was, sitting happily in the KFC at GWC, enjoying my yummy chicken, and suddenly, i see this big fat face staring at me through the glass thingie. And then another appeared, and they both started staring at me. wth. It was sooooo annoying, i mean like hellooo?!?!?!?!?!?!! People are eating, bahh. Those 2 young girls(idiots as i would call them) started making funny faces, and i got pissed. I had been peacefully eating my meal until THEY came. AND! They continued staring and making funny faces, pressing their faces on the glass etc etc. I was getting really ticked off, and started to glare at them. I started saying out loud "Stare what stare, very nice to stare ah?" and glared even more at them, and when i glare it's not very pleasant. Then they backed off, and my mom surprisingly didn't scold me like she normally would, but just smiled. So i took it that she didn't mind me doing that. THEN!!!! After like 2 minutes, 2 BLOODY MINUTES. They came back again. And this time, stared for like 2 minutes, so i glared again and said "i hope they trip and fall while on their heelys, stupid inconsiderate no mannered freaks" I guess it was pretty loud, cos they moved. FINALLY and never came back. Thank god.

Gosh, some parents really don't know how to teach their kids. Don't they know that it's rude to stare at people while their eating, let alone pull faces at them. I was so pissed and i vowed to my mom that if they came back and did it again i would go and talk to their mom. Poots. And then they started going around on their heelys showing off blahdeeblahdeeblah. Stupid irritating freaks. And for once, my mom actually agreed with me on something like this. Then i told my mom, i'll go and stare at them and make funny faces while they're eating and see how they feel. BAHH.

I can't stand people like that, who go around staring at other people. If anyone were to stare at me while i'm eating or doing something else, i'd just glare back. Unless they had a very good reason to stare then yeah, i wouldn't bother. Isn't it irritating to have someone staring and pulling faces at you while you're eating? BAHH. STUPID NIMCOMPOOPS.

Anyway, ranting done.
Had training in the morning today, but it was raining, so did bullet batting first. Then it stopped and it was sooooo muddy! So ny whole leg was super muddy, and my socks were drenched. When i took off my socks i could make clear footprints on the ground. Luckily i brought extra socks and shirt, if not i'd just die. Then went to meet Tania after that, and did something, right Tania?=) Went to the food fest with her, teehee. Yummy!=)

Shucks you know? I'm being such a pig, i had ice cream, and the malt candy today, and tea egg, and fishball, and sugarcane. Bahh. I'm such a fat ass. I can feel allll the calories coming back, which totally sucks. Siggh, oh well. And 3 more kg and i'll be overweight!!!-dies.

Shit, i think i totally suck.And i'm aching all over, even my ass hurts. Poots.

I can't wait for the 29th!!!!!!!!teehee!=) Dumdumdumdum.
Goodbye.

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2005-07-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

hello.

I've always been meaning to blog, but somehow i ALWAYS always never do. Take for example, last Sunday, i wanted to blog but guess what? I didn't.haha.hmm.oh oh oh! We're into the second round! We won Nanhua. And i wasn't really playing very well, man i suck. It's like, i want to field the ball but I'm scared. And so in the end i sorta dodge the ball. Bahh. I suck.

Anyway.

The food fest started alreadyy!!!!!!!!!!OMG. Food is soooo deeelicious!-smacks lips. There was so much i wanted to eat yet couldn't, and why? Because. I wasn't hungry and i had to go for tuition. Mmfts! But oh wells, I'm definitely going back before they stop the whole thing. But i think i'll grow fat from eating too much, bahh.

Oh. Mdm Kala FINALLY blew her top at us on Wedneseday, and walked out. We've always seen her as quiet and stuff, and won't shout or anything. But i guess it was the last straw, hmm. She went around checking everyone's work, and then finally went to stand in front of us. She looked calm and all, but OMG!!!! She shouted and shouted. And then she threw the whiteboard marker and walked out. She's like the 5th teacher to walk out on us? The first was ermm, Jamie Seow, then shit i can't remember. Anna cheng walked out on us, cheng lao shi walked out on us, LWL walked out on us too. Yeah, that's it. Wow. That's a lot.oops.hehe.

hmm.

Training yesterday sucked. Poots. It was wet, and i couldn't pitch properly, so i was pissed at myself. Bahh. I'm still kinda pissed at myself. Oh wells. Eh, i suddenly have short term memory loss. I can't remember a single thing i was going to blog about, bahh.

Oh oh oh!

Sorry Rachel Lau, Adrienne and Sijing for not being able to go and do pbl with you guys. Sorry!!

I seriously can't remember what i was going to say!!!!!!!! Omg i suck, nvm. Having ballet later, don't feel like going, because i feel that i have grown too fat to be able to dance well. Oh oh oh! I'm so happy!=) I grew about 5 cm!!!!!yayyyyy. Heh. And i'm still the same weight, good thing i didn't put on any weight, if not i'd just die. Oh oh oh! I can't wait for the 29th of this month!I have no idea why but i'm so excited to go to the concert. Teehee!=) Adrienne i can't believe you're not excited! Poofs.

Ooh i think this song is cute!

Eeny meeny miny mo

Catch the spider on the wall

That's the game of love we play

It don't have to be that way.

Teehee. Heard it on the radio a few days ago, and it's been stuck n my head ever since. Heh. Okay fine, lame. Poots.

Anyway, I'm going to play some game. This new game that i recently found on Yahoo, it's called Diner Dash. Yes i know, lame, but i'm bored=)

Goodbye.

ooh.

2005-07-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

oh.wow.
it's actually been really long since i blogged.oopsies.
hello everyone.

hmm.let's see.holidays were pretty much training,stuffs,training,occasional outing,planning to do homework but always postponing, not getting homework done. and so on. hmms. right, i'm a boring person.bahh, i can't really remember what happened. See! That's what happens if you don't blog. -slaps self. Hmm.

Okay, so nationals started, and we sorta screwed the OP game. Am really disappointed, but yeah well, we won the STC one! And i FINALLY pitched for one whole game. It felt good. Heeeeeeeeeeee. Right, i'm too lazy to actually recap anything, so i'll just recap the interesting stuffs, heh.

Ooh, listening to this song called Century Plant, by Victoria Williams. It's really quite nice, was hooked onto it for quite some time. First heard it from the movie Camp and then told Adrienne and she was so nice as to help me find it. Heh.

Went to watch A Lot Like Love on youth day with the other softballers. It was really good, funny and stuffs. We shared a family combo, 2 rather. haha. Cos we had $1 off a family combo and since there were so many of us, we bought 2.hah. It was being passed around during the movie, like up and down, cos there were 2 rows. It was kinda funny to watch. haha.

Hmm, what other interesting things were there, like i said. I'm a boring person. Oh! There was this Winnie The Pooh notepad thing in SiJing's pencilbox, so i took a few pieces and started tracing. I was bored okay! haha. And then i started going all hyper on saying Winnie The Pooh. It ended up as Winniedeboo. Heh. It's really nice to trace, especially during science and CME. Omg, i don't like my CME teacher. Poofs. She's so, so, so, ANNOYING! hehe.

I'm such a boring person. Please forgive me. Shit. I should really blog more often, then i wouldn't end up doing this.

Oh! Going to the all american(?) boy's choir on the 29th. With Adrienne, Sam and Chrys i think. teehee. Can't wait, i have no idea why, maybe cos i haven't been to a concert in a long while. It's actually exciting, cos yeah you know. Okay nvm, i'm sprouting nonsense.

OH!haha. Was watching some comedy thing with Adrienne just now. It was so hilarious! $34.50 please. Wahahahaahahhahahahahahahah! Okay, excuse me.

Bahh. You all would probably have already fallen alseep. Well, forget it. I shall try to blog more often, and not be a lazy ass.

We have a match tomorrow! Against Assumption. Hmm. I wonder.

Anyway, I'm going off. Bye.

back.

2005-06-20T15:52:00.000+08:00

hello.

taipei was soooo fun!!!!!!haha.right yes.except for the fact that there were 4 old folks with my mom and i,and they nagged A LOT.seriously.they nagged and nagged and nagged!!!!!!!!!!!!omg.it was sooo irritating.some parts of the nagging were actually amusing.cos it was in cantonese and yeah well.it sounded funny.haha.hmm.omg the food in taipei is soooooooo yummy!!!!!!!!omg.and the people there are really really friendly.so yeah.it's like when you take a taxi.the taxi driver would eventually start talking to you and tell you about their life stories.haha.well.it was nice.kay,gonna recap from the first day.

wednesday, 15/6/05
woke up at like 5?omg it was soo early.but yeah.reached the airport.checked in,and went to some food thingie for breakfast.yes anyway.when we checked in,i found out that my mom and i got upograded to first class!!!!!!!!omg.it was sooooo cool!apparently,the travel agent,or the airline cancelled my mom's booking.and my mom was like,i don't care what you have to do i have to be there on that date.haha.soo.we got upgraded!omg it was sooo nice!!the food was niceand everything,the way it was placed.and they had like salt and pepper shaker thingies in the shape of pebbles.it was sooo nice.yeah the food was good.reeeeaaaaaal good.haha.anyway,the flight was a transit hong kong one,so we reached hong kong and had to rush.we were supposed to reach hong kong at 11.30am,but there was bad weather and we had to stay in the air for like an hour.so yeah.we got delayed.and missed our flight to taipei.so they gave us another flight,so we rushed allllll the way to the plane,causing my mom to spoil her shoes,only to find out that we had been DELAYED.omg.so irritating.but yeah.so in the end,instead of reaching taipei at 2.30 pm.we reached at 5 pm.bahh.so my uncle and his fiance came to pick us up.and he treated us to this like 8 course meal.omg.i was sooooo full.there was a big shark's fin(which i so did not want to eat due to the cruelty to sharks),and a whole abolone,and beef steak,and fish,and fried rice,and this super yummy salad,after that we had black forest cake and some red bean soup thing.and fruits!oh did i mention?taipei's watermelons are really yummy.they're like really huge and sweet.haha.yeah.so after that went back to the hotel.slept.

thursday,16/6/05
woke up at around 7.27 am and went back to sleep.we stayed at the Holiday Inn, Asiaworld Taipei.it's real nice.haha.oh anyway,woke up again at 8.13 am.bathed then went to this street stall for breakfast!the foood is soooo good omg.i ate dan bing-translated directly egg biscuit,qi fan(sticky rice) and had soya bean milk.omg it was deeeelicious!yeah after that.went to buy some stuff.and omg.men.once they get what they want they would complain and want to go home straight.omg.so yeah.and my grand aunt and grand uncle were arguing.they've been arguing ALOT.omg.my ears were hurting.haha.yup.then went to SOGO.i had this really delicious ice cream!it's something like gelato just that it's on a cone,and the way they put it is really cool.cos you get to pick 2 flavours too!so it's cool the way they do half this flavour and half the other flavour,and it actually stnads up.haha.yeah.after that ate at.erm.i can't remember.oh yeah.had the tea time buffet at the hotel.omg it was sooooo good.ahah.yups.omg they had HBO and star movies and cinemax on tv.it was really good.and they had this channel that showed baseball alllll day!omg it was soo nice to watch.haha.oh oh oh!my mom and i sneaked out to go to a night market with my uncle and aunt.cos it was like 10pm?haha cos if we told my mom's parents they'd nag and nag and naggggg.omg.we sneaked off to the night market.omg it was sooo fun.haha.bought quite some stuffs.got my pointies!!!!!OMG THEY'RE SOOOO NICEE!haha,they're white.and realy pointy.just the way i like them.haha.=)yups.that was the only fun thing okay.pfffts.

friday, 17/6/05
woke up at around 7 plus.then walked down the street and then finally stopped to eat at this dim sum place for breakfast.it's 24 hours.taipei has lotsa 24 hour shops.they have a mall which is 24 hours.it's sooo fun.anyway.i wore my pointies that day!omg so nice.haha.they're comfy!heh.anyway.we went to taipei 101.it's this shoppping mall which is 101 stories high.it's soo cooool.but i dind't get to go alll the way up to the 101th storey.cos i had like 4 old folks with me.oh wells.anyway.shopped around for awhile.went to pageone.bought books!haha.oh yeah that reminds me.right before i left for taipei.my mom asked me if i wanted to buy books.surprisingly.so of course i bought 2 books!haha and yeah.finished one throughout the journey.and it was a thick book.anyway,that's not the point.went to this restaurant calledWasabi for lunch.it was a buffet.OMG it's soooooo yummy!!!!!!!!!haha.yes after the buffet.walked around a bit.then went back to the hotel.then went to the salon to do my hair!!!!!the lady who was doing my hair was soo cute!haha she went(in chinese of course)"how would you like to do your hair?"then i dind't know sos he asked"would you want it straight or curled?"and i actually said straight but i think she didn't hear and said"curled would look nicer with your skirt"and i was like uhhhhhhhhhhh.okay.so she curled my hair!!!omg then it was all screwed and made me look old but after that during the wedding dinner it was really nice,omg!i took photos,will upload them soon.heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

saturday, 18/6/05
came back.omg we got upgraded to buisness class again!!!!!!haha.it was soooo nice.they served haagen daaz ice cream!omg i enjoyed sooo much.haha.wacthed hitch!!!!!!!!!omg it was sooo nice.haha.oh after that.when we came out.we stalled cos my mom was throwing a surprise party for my dad and we were only allowed to reach home at 7 pm.and we landed at 5.50.so yeah.i stalled alot alot alot.ahha.my dad was soo nice and bought me roti boy!so sweet.haha yes.anywayblah blah blah.my dad was surprised duh.balh blah.haha.my life is boring.haha.yeah that's about it.

oh oh oh!my mom made me wear skirts the whole time i was in taipei.long skirts.and everyone kept staring at it cos there weren't any skirts like that in taipei.you know the skirts from fond hugs?yeah.and one woman actually came up and asked where i got the skirt from.haha.yups.

omg i'm too lazy to blog.haha.that's all.

bye.

more.

2005-06-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

oh man.

i really really miss summer school!!!!!!!!!

especially the people!!

diana,samantha,vanessa,nicolette,melrose and alll the others.

i deperately want more summer school!!!!!!!!!!!!

poots.somebody slap me.

i miss summer school!=(

2005-06-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

hello.

well.summer school is over.and i'm kinda sad.i wish i could have more of summer school okayyyy.mmfts.it was tiring but really really fun!!!!!my insturctor,ms salgado was really niceee!and she's REALLY REALLY REALLLYYYY pretty.haha.i had realy nice companyy.i miss my ballet mates!!!poots.oh wells.hope i get to see them soon.omg i want more summer schoool!!!!!!!!i don't care if it's tiring,mmmfts.i absolutely loved the friends.sigggh.oh wells.

the performance was quite good i guess.was supposed to get tickets for rachel lau,adrienne and sijing,but they were sold out!sorry guys!anyway,ms salgado was proud of us.so yeah.hmm.the teacher leading us for warm up was so funny.she reminded me exactly of ms McCully.hmm.haha they even looked alike,right.anyway.hmm.did hair and make up.and the make up caused me to have so many pimples!!!!poots.i think the way we did our hair was soooo super nice!haha.and the flowers made our hair look nicer.haha.spent most of the time with diana.yups.she's so cute and real pretty!haha.if you want to see photos you can ask them from me.through msn though.heh.

oh you know.my parent's were talking to me about getting a ballet scholarship over dinner.so yeah.they said they wouldn't mind sending me to australia to do ballet as my career.and they would even let me quit school at 16 so i could go to australia.that's IF i get a scholarship.i have no idea where to find one.if any of you do pleasee please pleasee tell me.thanks!hmm.yeah.anyway.they were saying,if i get an scholarship,whatever it takes they're gonna send me on the scholarship.even if they have to sell the house.omg i was soo touched.siggh.yes anyway.

today.
OMG TODAY WAS SOOOOOOOO FUN!!!!!!heh sorry.had training in the morning.self training,then went to east coast to cycle!thanks rachel lau,lydiawati,sue wei,yin wai and a little of qi xuan and grace for teaching me to cycle!!!!hee.omg cycling is soooo fun!i want to go cycle!!!cycle cycle cycle!!=)now when people ask me if i want to go and cycle i won't need to make up an excuse not to go cos i don't know how to cycle or i don't need to tell them that i can't cycle,cos i can!!!!!!!!!woooooots!!!!!!!!!!!!i want to cycle!!!!haha.right.yes anyway.cycling's fun.who wants to go cycling with me again!!!heh.CYCLE CYCLE CYCLE!sorry.heh.

that about covers it.the whole of last week i had summer school.man i miss it sooo much.it's tiring.cos some days after summer school i ahd to rush for training.but oh wells.it was worth it.omg.i want to go back for mroe summer school call me crazy but it's the truth.

leaving for taiwan on wednesday.and i'm going to wear all skirts there okayyy.mmmfts.my mom won't allow me to bring anything else.mmfts.poots.i'm going to miss 2 trainings okayy!!!=((and one of them is the training that coach is going to come.i've already missed one of that.mmfts!suck eh.anyway.i HAVE to wear skirts everyday to taiwan.mmmfts.and even carry a handbag.poooots.but oh wells.at least i don't detest the outfit or anything.it's okay i guess.omg i can't believe i'm going to carry a handbag wherever i go!poots.i'm starting to feel really bimbotic!whihc is BAAAAADDD.feminine is fine.but i don't want to be bimbotic!considering i'm already kinda stupid.hmms.pisshh.

i miss summer schoool!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want more of summer school.
siggh.

yes anyway.i guess that's it.i want to cycle and i want to rollerblading and i want more summer school!poots.

bye.

headache.poots.

2005-06-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

hello.

hmm.i suddenly have a bad headache for no reason.bleagh.oh wells.let's see what i have to recap.

tuesday, 31/5/06
hmm.i can't remember what i did.oh yeah!i went on a sohpping spreeeeeeee.=)haha.for that day,i came back with a set new clothes.i had new jeans,which i bought for $20 plus plus.a nice niceeeeeee white shirt.purple,blue,orange scrunchies.a new handbag.2 actually.one was given.the other one's from mango.and it was surprisingly cheap for a mango handbag.my mom was like."oh look!tht handbag looks nice.do you want it?"i went"errmm.i don't use handbags but that's nice."then she went and bought it.so now i HAVE to use it.but oh wells.it's quite nice.i don't mind i guess.the only thing i was missing was shoes.which i eventually bought on thursday.hmm.so there.and the shoes that i bought on thursday is supposed to go with the black outfit i got for my uncle's wedding.oh well.

wednesday, 1/6/05
can't remember what i did.argggggggh.this nice long post which i wrote got deleted.BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.right.sorry.

thursday, 2/6/05
had training.all i remmeber was that the sun was super duper HOT!argggggh.i got sort of a sunburn on my face.oops.haha.after that,met my mom at holland v and bought the matching shoes for the wedding outfit thing.finally,so now my mom won't keep on bringing me out to shop for shoes.now,i have a full set of FORMAL wear.oh wells.

can't remember what i did on friday.had training on saturday.dumdumdum.

monday, 6/6/05
the ballet summer school thing started.well.it was quite fun,though it was really exhausting.but yeah.the teacher's nice.realllyyy nice.hmm.my 2 big toes hurt like mad.nevermind,i shan't elaborate.cos it got DELETED.stupid blogger.mmpfs.anyway.yeah.that's about it.hmm.

today.
had the ballet thing again.then after that rushed for training.i arrived in my tights and all and yin wai and the rest were like sort of screaming.haha.felt super duper tired during warm up and stuff.but yeah.got better i guess.hmm.dumdumdum.

the ballet thing is going to continue on for another 4 days.and the last day is performance day which is from 9-5?bahh.so i have to miss training.=(oh well.lalala.i'm in the front for performance day.for like both of the different dances.mmmpfs.and my parents are gonna be there.i think i'll just die.oh wells.bahhhhhh.i wrote so many things.and they're alllll gone.mmpfs.i'm too lazy to type them out again,heh.

watching this movie called saved!, some parts of the movie remind me of something.and a walk to remember reminds me of something too.haha.lalala.

anyway.going now.bye.

i miss you loads.and i wish you were here right now.
i want to embrace you and never let go.
<33

lreg

2005-05-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

hello!=)

gosh.my computer sucks.and i'm too lazy to go and switch on my tablet.poots.lalalalalalaalla.i feel hyper.don't ask me whyy.haha.had a match today.lalala.against rgs.i can't stand them.only their short stop,no 91 is nice.hmpfs.anyway.we lost to them by 1 run.but i guess it's okayy?i don't know,we performed up to standard today i think,with a few errors here and there.but yeah.so no we're third in the zone.oh wells.

LALALALALALAL.hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrr=).haha.oh went out with rachel lau,lydiawati and yin wai today=)i bought this really nice polo teeeeeee!!!!!!!!i was supposed to buy this super nice grey sweater.but i was afraid i'd get scolded cos it was a men's thing.but nvm.i'll get it some other day.HEH.=)OMG the grey sweater thing is soooo preeettttyyyyyyyyyyy.damn.now i wish i got the sweater too.poots.nvm.i'll beggg my mom to get it for me.hehe!=)

hyper hyper hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.haha=)anyway.here's the short paragraph for the dayy.byeeee.=)HYPERRRRRR!=)

bleagh

2005-05-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

hello.

Right. So the last time i blogged was 11 days ago? Wow.yes anyway. i want to go to townnnnnnn.pfffts.bleagggghhhh.i feel so bleaggh-ish now.haha.don't ask whyy.okay so now it's time to recap.

The sec 3's went for obs.and then adrienne told me something that sam said.and i was really bored.cos mid years are over and stuff.and i was bored.so me and adrienne were at the bench near the water cooler,(the bench there seems to be the new spot for me and her to hang out.and other people of course.oh btw,it's realllyyyy nice there.heh)i was supposed to be doing something else i can't remember.and then somehow we got to the topic of sam and stuff.so i was feeling bored.and decided to write a letter.or note rather.which went on for 3 pages?haha.sijing,rachel lau,adrienne and nicole invaded.so yeah.haha it was hilarious.go ask adrienne.and i felt really hyper that day.so i was going HAHA in this particular way.haha.yups.ask adrienne.

Anyway, i need to think of what to recap first.oh oh oh!i just watched remember the titans.it's such a nice movie okayy!heeeeeeee.-beeg grinn.it reminds me of the replacements.i think they're both nice movies.heh.i want to go to video ezy and borrow movies.the holidays are kinda boring.that reminds me.

friday, 27/5/05
went to watch madagascar wth rachel lau,adrienne,grace,sijing and nicole.woots.it's quite funny.but also quite boring.but oh wells.we rushed to eat and i burnt my tongue.pffts.yups.after the movie.took neos.walked around abit.then had to go for ballet.yups.was so tired okay.and was aching everywhere.poots.i'm still aching till now.hmpfs.stuff happened that day.hmm.

bahh.i feel so lazy to bloggg.

had a match yesterday.got tagged by the short stop.she tagged so hard okay!!!!!!now i have a bruise on my left arm.it hurt like mad.it still hurts.and i think after the game i ached even more.pffffts.went out for dinner at west mall.bought this set of clothes.this nice black sort of knee length skirt and a nice black top.-swoons.it's sooo niceee!and my mom thinks it's nice too.so it's good.bought it for some wedding that i'm going to in taiwan.ahhhh!i love the top.muaha.anyway,was suposed to get a chocolate apple last night.but nooooo.i didn't.cos we shopped for too long.and when we got down,they just closed!BAHHHH.and it was only 9.30?hmpfs.i'm craving now.CRAVE CRAVE CRAVE.for a classic chocolate apple from apple stiz at west mall.poots.lalalala.

oh man,i just realised my holidays are quite packed.every tuesday,thursday and saturday i have training.then i'll have tuition on saturday evening.and from the 6-11 i have this ballet summer school thing.it's from 9-1.30 or something like that.so after that i'll rush to school on the tuesday,thursday to have training,until about 6.30?and i'll reach home really late.pfffts.and on saturday i'm gonna have a performance so i'd have to skip training.and tuition.poots.i'll be so exhausted and brain dead that week.dammit.and my mom wants me to go for some intensive maths thingie which is like 4 hours for 2 dayssss??????-dies.

hmm.i forgot what i was going to blog about.ah nvm.oh and sijing!i blogged=)hehe.and sam!i wouldn't mind the letter even if it's boring.heeeeeeee=)anyway.i shall go be a pig now.bye everyone.
maybe i should start writing short paragraphs everyday so people won't complain about me not blogging.hmm.it's a thought.

25th may was good.reaaaaaaaaaal good.

woo hoo.i have a fetish for orange!!!!!=)
orange!orange!orange!orange!orange orange orangeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!=)

but now everyone keeps on pointing out roange to me and my mom keeps on looking at orange stuff and everyone else too.oh wells.orange is gooooooood.=)

"i like to move it move it!"
hehehehehehehehe=)
"i am the king of the monkey things"says it the way the king of madagascar said it*=)i can do it for you,but you'd have to come find me.thouhg i doubt anyone will.i just found that part really hilarious.heeeeeeee.

"you can have my crown"
"really?"
"yeah, i have a bigger one"

wahahahah!okay excuse me.that was lame but yeah.=)hee.
bye for now.for real.

poooots.

2005-05-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

hello.

been quite long since i've blogged huh.hmm.quite some stuffs to recap.i think.my exams were bleagh.my art actually turned out to be okayy.it didn't look to bad for the final piece.though my sketches and everything were screwed.oh wells.the maths paper 1 was okay i guess.but my maths paper 2 was so so so sooo screwed.pffft.i'll never get back my phone this way.bahh.

had training after art exam last wednesday.went to town with rachel lau,adrienne,sijing,nicole, sue wei.then met qi xuan,rachel pan,grace and priscilla at the bus stop.then in the end went with qi xuan and grace and rachel pan and sue wei.cos rachel lau and sijing went to cut hair.went to long john's to eat.saw this weird haired guy.haha.his hair was like after a science experiment failure and the back was flat.like a pancake.so it was like sticking out at the sudes.it was soooo hilarious!qi xuan couldn't stop laughing.haha.then after lunch went back to school for training.

had game on saturday.don't want to elaborate.we have to concentrate on our upcoming games and not brood over what has already passed.we should learn form them.yups.hais.match tomorrow.against new town.and poor rachel lau is stressed.haiyoh!don't so stressed!we can do it kayy.-HUGGS.=)

monday, 16/5/05
that was such a slack day la.mdm kala didn't come.anna cheng didn't come in.we didn't have to do much for art.it was so slack.sat outside at the benches a lot.haha.i think that place is sooooo niceeeeee.haha.it's really comfy and stuff.and it's a great place to talk.haha.had light training after that.woo.went great world with my mom after that.the espirit there was having some opening asle thingie.so my mom got me this niceeeee ORANGE shirt and the espirit tote bag.i can't believe i actually agreed to buying it.it makes me feel so bimbotic.and i bought the orange one and the niceee lime green one for rachel lau.hehehehe.

tuesday, 17/5/05
nothing much yesterday.was still quite slack.and yeah.had to leave early for match yesterday.after anna cheng's lesson.hehe!but the matchs was cancelled.due to the rain.so went for the sakae sushi buffet with rachel lau and lydiawati.OMG WE ATE SOOO MUCHHH!but it was sooo good and worth it.haha.go askr achel lau for the photo of the number of plates we ate.hehehehhee.rachel got me hooked ont he ebi fry handroll.OMG IT'S SO YUMMAYY.haha.we really ate a lot.but it was really yummayyyyyy.felt soooo full afterwards.haha.and rachel lau is soo proud of her new phone!haha.but its quite a nice phone la.poots.i want my phone back.bahh.went home.then ate dinner.was how full la.haha.

today!
got back results.poots.really bad,i don't think i'll be getting back my phone la.pooooooooots.and i badly want my phone.hmpfs.had light training after that.then went queensway with rachel lau,adrienne and lydiawati.went to make our class tees.s1's and g3's class tee.the guy took like how super long to do the shirts la.and he's actually a bit dumb.haha.bought corn is a cup and some sausage thingie.super yummay.but the auntie gave me a chao ta one.pfffft.nvm.oh oh oh!used the tote bag with rachel lau today!haha.i feel so bimbotic.poots.i don't want to be a bimbo.dammit.haha.but nevermind,the tote bag is actually really nice.and rachel lau and i shall swop!and me,rachel lau and qi xuana re going to sue our espirit tote bags on friday.haha.i got the orange one,rachel lau got the limegreen one,and qi xuan got the pink one,hehehe.we're gonna look like flouroscent idiots.as quoted by rachel lau.haha.anyway,ate at macdonald's and then rachel lau and adrienne came over to my house!hahah.too bad sijing couldn't come.
oh oh oh!anna cheng was being such an ass today.POOOTS.there was nothing wrong with adrienne's compo and she was just trying to stand up for her rights(or something along that line),and anna cheng starts yelling at her.-rolls eyes.omg she's such an ass.anna cheng i mean.pffffffffffft.poor adrienne.it's like anna has a thing against her or something.and adrienne's english is really good okay!pffft.and anna cheng is such a weirdo.she was going through compre with us before the exams,and she told us to ask questions.and when we did she just got irritated with us and rejected our questions.and said that we're not listening to her or some crap like that.stupid.pfft.it's like HELLO?!?!!?YOU ASKED US TO ASK QUESTIONS AND WHEN WE DO YOU REJECT THEM AND THEN SCOLD US FOR NOT ASKING THEM.wth?haha.

anyway.
gonna eat now.oh man,reminds me of the sakae sushi buffet!oh oh oh sijing!haha we shall go one day alright!and we shall eat all we can!!!!!!!!!!!!=)haha.

bye.

heh

2005-05-07T09:38:00.000+08:00

hello.

haven't blogged for 2 weeks.hehe.mid years now.bleagh.i think i messed up one of my chinese compos.and my science and lit were totally bleagh.for the last question for lit.it was this conversation between some guy named hooper and kingshaw.pffft.it was so confusing.and the science mcq was like how hard la!!!pfffft.

anyway.i need to think on what to recap.nothing much interesting though.poots.either that or i can't remember.hmm.studied at kap with rachel lau,adrienne and sijing.no actually.they went there.then i met them and we went to adrienne's house to study.then rachel lau and sijing didn't want to study.pffft.so they left.and me and adrienne studied awhile then i went home.OH OH OH!and my mom's gonna get a new RED odyssey.hehe.

bahh.i'm too lazy to recap.i'll recap after mid years.arggh.mid years suck.have geog and home econs on monday.and i haven't finished my arttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!pffft.

all the best for mid years everyone.

poo.i miss youu.
muacks<333

omg.

2005-04-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

hello.

had training in the morning.my hand aches now.poooots.and i'm aching all over!my legs,my butt,my hands.poo.then after that went out for lunch with rachel lau and lydiawati.haha.she's so funny,change shirt so many times.and we couldn't find a present for waritta though.and we couldn't find the laces.oh wells.then went to holland v.went home.had maths tuition from 5-7.pfffft.maths tuition.i could actually concentrate.and understand what was going on.wahahah!i'm so proud of myself.haha.went to waritta's house for bbq after that.haha.it was fun.and haha shao jian!hehehehhehehe.i arrived at the bbq like an hour late???cos of tuition.pfft.then went to the playground.chatted a little then went to eat.haha guess what i ate.i ate a chicken wing.a few spoons of fried rice.marshmallows that zesa toasted whih tasted really nice.haha.and erm.err.sprite ice!and er that's all.ahah.and some chocolate thing that sarit(is that how you spell his name?) offered me.haha.played with qi xuan in the pool for awhile.then went to pool table.then went to the pool.then pool table.then walked around.haha.then went up to waritta's house.i think her house is so nicee!and her room is so neat.haha.then played 2 rounds of cards.then watched tv.they were showing true files.it was so disgustinggg!!!pooo!haha.then watched some malay concert thing on suria which i totally did not understand except for 1 or 2 songs.then watched a bit of a walk to remember then left with qi xuan and lydiawati and debbie.debbie got a free ride.poots.so me and lydiawati walked to the bus stop.and i missed my bus.so i had to wait like 35 mins?then lydiwati was nice and waited with me.an she missed 3 of the same buses and didn't want to take the others.haha thanks!!=).reached home abut 12 midnight.the bbq thing was fun.=)and sadly rachel lau didn't gooo.=(bet it would have been more funn.poots.
wani's birthdayy!!!!happy er.belated birthdayy!!haha.=)may all your wishes come true.-huggs.

friday.
had school.then erm.yah.talked.thanks atiqah and zakkiyya.and zakkiyya you pig!you better tell me what you said okayy!poots.then stayed back with lydiawati and debbie,watched them self training.haha.debbie was lydia's shifu.haha.it was so funny.hehe.then rushed to ballet.and i was so tired.cos i was already aching.and then so happened that this week's ballet was super tough.so i was aching even more.it sucks to ache.i couldn't walk up the stairs properly.pooots.

thursday.
had training.my arm was aching.so was qi xuan's.so we couldn't do our pitching properly.but we tried.poots.had some home econs thingie.i can't stand mrs khan.poots.i can't remember what else happened on thursday.well.after training.talked.went home with adrienne,ernie and julie and so on.poots.

i want to eat cotton candy!and tako pachi.bahh.i haven't done my art.i'm so dead.and mid years are coming.-dies.

poots.i think i shall go eat now.i'm hungry!!=)
byeee.
all the best for your mid years everyone!i hope i don't screw it up.if not i'll be so screwed up.poots.

well.i hope things are alright between us.
and i'm glad there's no more awkwardness.
and i'll give you time.
there's no rush.
<33 i miss you.

oh oh oh!

2005-04-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

oh oh oh i almost forgot!

today is a special day=)
20th april 2005.at about 9.56 a.m.
haha.SOMEONE should know what i'm talking about.

and i'm still jealous that i'm not the first!hmpfs!
-glares and walks off.

lydiawatiiI!!!!!

2005-04-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

helloos.haven't updated for reallly long.haha.been busy and yeah.stuffs happened blah blah blah.haha.i don't feel like recapping until so far back.i feel really lazy today.haha.and i have a nice new layout compliments to adrienne.haha.

well.recap.today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAHH!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.=)hmm.had lessons as usual today.then after that went to town with rachel lau.gracee and adrienne santos didn't want to come with me!hmpfs!haha.but yeah.went with rachel lau.she got her nice new shoeesss!!!!!!!!!!!!haha.it's really really REALLY REAAALLLLYYYY nice.right rachel?haha.yups.then went around.bought stuffs.hehe.
went to heeren alone cos rachel lau had to leave.got some stuffs!shh.don't tell anyone.hehehehe.
then yah went home.
something special happened today.-beeeeeeeeeeg grinn.heh.secret=)

recap.yesterday.tuesday.
a day after wati's birthday!ran mass run with lydia and sabrina.had lessons as usual blah blah.then had lit mass lecture.poots.sat on the stupid hard floor for like about one and a half hour's?????stupid.poots.haha.then my butt ached la.actually,i can't exactly remember what happened yesterday.shit.haha.nvm.don't feel like remembering anyways.

recap.monday.lydiawati's birthdayy!!!!!!!
haha it was so niceeeeeeeee.first,most of our teachers didn't come on monday.1st period-lit.mdm kala didn't come.so a free peiod.then 3 periods on anna cheng.and she didn't come!!woohooooo!then recess.then 3 periods of art!haha irene tay didn't come!!yayyyyy!but we had chinese after that.so those not taking chinese had a free day.poooots.haha.but monday was really slack.then had training.did ankle weights.my muscles were aching like crap.haha.thennnnn!my mom bought chocolate mint cake for lydiawati!!haha.and i think she was touched.haha.gave lydia a pink and green polo tee from giordano.haha.so cutee oakyy!and she MUST wear it when she goes out with me.haha.and then i'll wear my bright orange razor back.muaha.anyways.sepnt the morning with lydia,since you know.haha.then yah.

recap.sunday.
my mom dind't let me go to church.pfffft.so i went out with wati,debbie,rachel lau,qi xuan and waritta.haha.it was fun.watched guess who.it's quite a nice show,just that it's like meet the parents.a bit at least.haha.after the movie met grace.went around town to get lydia's presents.note the s.haha.she's so funnyyy!!!and she styled her hair really nicely on sunday.haha.oh oh oh!qi xuan wore this relly short skirt.hahahahahah!and all of us were laughing at her and teasing her and stuff.and when we went into a shop at paragon.i think it was flash and splash???there were 2 guys sitting on the bench inside.and i SWEAR!they were both staring at qixuan!!!!!!hahahahaha.they were SWOONING over her long sexy legs.wahahahahahahaha!it was so hilarious.yups.got lydia's present then went home.can't really remember what i did.oh oh oh!i wrapped lydia's presents.debbie asked me to help her wrap as well.and rachel lau suggested i wrap it with a wrapping paper first,then use lots of layers of newspapers.hahahahahah!i did.it took lydia 10 minutes to get the wrapper off.haha!and i got my hands all black for it.haha.but nvm.=)

oh patooey.my wireless isn't working at home.it sucks eh.now i have to use the slowwwwwwww computers. pfffffft.and we have training tomorrow at turf ity.only the c div pitchers and cathers and the b div.haha.it's all the way at turf city!!!!!poooooots.ahhh.i have no idea what to blog about now.

OH ADRIENNE!!!I PROMISE I'LL GIVE YOU MY LAYOUT CODE AS SON AS POSSIBLE.hehe.i just need to sorta find it first.cos yah.i put it in some folder and i sorta lost it.hehe.sorrrryy!!!!and and and!THANKS SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS NICE LAYOUT FOR ME.MUACKS!HAHA.THANKS A MILLION!.haha.

anyways.i think i'll stop here.getting tired.muaha.
eeks!mid years are coming and i'm not fully prepared!-dies.

good night everyone.byee.

siggh

2005-04-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

just need to write something.
will blog next time.
promise=)

to SN:
well.guess we won't get to talk much now,well.take care alright.and don't go astray yah.i'll miss you.=)haha.yups.=)and well.remember what i said in the letter right?i can't say it out here cos yah.you know.well,don't worry.you'll be in my thoughts.haha.and yups.must take care loads and loads and loads kayy.-huggs.=)

okay.i'm done.
bye.
i currently have no mood.
-shows the moodless face.

pffffffffffft.

2005-03-31T21:34:00.000+08:00

hi.
bahh.some guys are just so irritating.come and argggggh!
and i think a lot of friendster guys are desperate, shallow asses who only want to be in a relationship with any girl that comes along.and all they do is jsut sweet talk them.and say what 'i love you' after 15 bloody minutes of talking on msn??????!!!!!!?!?!??!!??!?!!!!!what is their problem.

'oh hi!i'm this weird miserable bloody desperate shallow guy from friendster who just wnats to look for pretty girls who are gullible and nwould accept my sweet talk to them.and i think i'm sooo handsome.[but in actualy fact,they're like bloody ugly!!!!!!!!!]oh and i think i'm the nicest guy on earth which every girl is fighting for,but ha!i get to take my pick on friendster..oooh.'
pfffffffft.what is their bloody problem.like hellooo!i have better things ot do with my life then talk to this miserable pathetic peice of shithead.and come on.you tell me you don't want to quarrel with me cos you like me alot and want this to end well,buttttttttttttt.you still bloody come and say what 'you hurt me real bad,i feel so empty without you.why are you treating me this way?'

oh like I would feel empty without you.who wants to bloody feel empty about some person that you barely even know and bahhhhhhhh.just bloody wasting my precious time and energy.he bloody made me stay up till 12 cos he was talking on and on about me leaving him alone and breaking his heart and only i could fix it.

what is bloody wrong with you.and when i tried explaining it to him he just goes.'it's okay,i understand,i won't pester you anymore,'and after like 5 minutes he goes,'you didn't answer me for 5 minutes'so i continue not answering,and he bloody goes'11 minutes.....'bullshit la.you come and tell me that you won't pester me for the rest of the night and then you come and talk to me.SMART LA.VERY SMARTTTTT!

bahh.okay.sorry.jsut really really needed to let that out.now that it's donw.phew!my poor tablet,i have been typing so hard on it cos i was really pissed.oops.=)-sayangs my poor tablet.

anyways,i haven't blogged for so long.oops.heh.so here goes.
had SRC on good friday and the saturday and sunday.we got 3rd.and i played okay during the first few games.but when it came to the finals.i sucked.totally sucked.i didn't really listen to coach.bahhh.i made such a horrible mistake that cost us like 4 runs?pfffft.but like lydiawati said.i'll try and do my best and improve and prove to coach and ms peh that i can do better than this.=)hehe.anyways,had training today.it was raining.so we did weights and stuff.so now i'm aching.pffft.pain.oh the pain!the horror.hahahhaaaahahhaha.that just came to my mind.

yesterday,went town after remedial with grace to meet sjing.then bought the home econs stuff.i haven't tried making my classical brownies yet!!!!!!!!!!!!and i have training this saturday and i was planning to make them then!ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!-dies.oh wells.shall do it on saturday night after church.

oh man,i feel like super lazy to blog now,especially after ranting all those stuffs.heeeeeee.oh oh oh.had some english story telling thing on tuesday.it was fun=)haha.the charles barton guy was actually nice and interesting.haha.my group,ha.we totally sorta failed the thing.hahaha.as in we were suposed to modify a story.and act it out?but we ended up only reading it when all the other groups acted theirs out.ooops.haha.

on monday,didn't have training cos we just played our SRC for the past 3 days.oh oh oh!i got a bruise from SRC on my shin.i was playing 3rd base and then was tagging the person running and i think she sorta kicked me.it's super painful okay.and well.it's fading now.which is good.=).i can't remember what i did on monday.oh no.oh yah.did something then went for lunch with rachel lau and adrienne at great world city.heh.had KFC.yummay.hha.

oh oh oh!eshita said she'd give adrienne 10 bucks if she didn't swear for a week.and nice good adrienne hasn't sweared a single time even though her tablet dropped today and she was so pissed,and shervon actually touched her face.and all the other things.and her stupid cold.get well soon adrienne!haha.-feels proud of adrienne.haha.

oh.half the class did their practical exam today.tried lotsa cakes and brownies and upcakes and yeah.jessleen's one was super yummy=)adrienne's one was lovely=)haha.and shuping stole my cupcake from jessica.but nvm,adrienne was so nice and shared the one she got form jessica with me.hehe.oh man.gonna have the test next week.i think i seriously failed home econs.we were supposed to hand up like a 7 page folio for thething,and i handed up like a 3 page one!?!??!?!?!pfffft.am so dead.bahh.next semester we have to do d and t.i don't wannt do d and t!i want to do home econs.and make all those yummy stuffs!-drools.haha.

oh.rachel lau has a stiff neck.so she was walking really weird today.so super straight.hahahaha!and she didn't want to go see the chinese physician.pffft.but yeah.hope she gets better.ah man.my room is so cold now.-shivers.and i feel like changing my template.to something nice and not so cramped.it makes my tagboard very irritating with all the scroll bars to the right and up and down and left.and the posts look so retarded.but oh wells.i'll go template hunting.orrrrrrr....maybe adrienne or someone could help me make one!=)*HINTHINTHINT=)

oh oh oh.tomorrow's crerscentian day.we're gonna dress up as cats.cats.for the bloody walkathon.and at first i thought we were gonna be like famous athletes.pfffft.cheat my feelings.hmpfs. i dont want to dress up as cats!ah wells.not like i ahve a choice.

haha.anyways.me and qixuan are gonna fly to neverland and then to lalaland tonight,and we'll never be coming back.tehehehehehehe.and i'm supposed to meet her at 12.30 am.teeheheeheh.au revoir everyone=)and good night.

siggh.
8 more days.

OOPS/

2005-03-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

oh oh oh.i almost forgot.

get well soon rachel lau!!!

we need you.

must take care loads okayy.

i'll be praying for you=))

-huggs.

:)

2005-03-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

helloo.
hehe.went to cut my hair on wednesday=)))
yayyyy
i like my hair noww.=))
it's still quite long though,about shoulder length and when i tie it up in a ponytail it tickles me.
but oh wells.i like it=))
preettyy preeety hair=))
okay.anyways.recap.
wednesday.
went to cut hair.heeee=)
then after that had lunch with joan and family,then went to watch in good company with joan.
it's quite nice.go watch go watch!hehe.
yeah then.hmm.nvm.shan't say.
thursday.
had training.now my arm is aching.i think maybe cos of the pitching??
oh and yin wai got hit.so now there's a bruise on her right or is it left ankle.
hee.after training.went straight home.
i tried doing homework.and i didn complete a little.
a teensy weensy bit.cos i didn't know how to do alot.oops.
so yeah.after that had council bbq.
haha it was fun=)
jannah,wani and i didn't want to play games.
so we hid at the g block there.hehehehe.
then we talked and talked and talked.and talked.and i find out lotsa things about jannah.
right wani!-winks.
and quite some things about wani.
right jannah!-winks=)
anyways,they also found out things about me.so yeah.
then after the games were over we went back for dinner.yummay.
i liked the sausage and pineapple thingie.and i didn't try the pizza.
cos wasn't really feeling that hungry.oh wells.
ghariza came.haha.and we talked and talked and talked again.
found out quite some stuffs tooo.hahah.but it was fun=)
and ghariza!go tell go tell!!!!!=))
ghariza and wani were like really hungry,so they ate quite alot.hahahha.
and wani felt like a greedy pig.cos i wasn't eating much.
hahaha!wani you're not fat!-shakes head.
anwyays,played some mysterious game by council welfare after that.
haha.i got kidnapped.along with jannah and ghariza,then yue xi came.
it was fun.and i tell you.wani would fail as a kidnapper.
ghariza,wani and jannah kept on singing and singing and singing!!hahaha.
it was sorta nice.but it was so hot there!bleagh.
but it was till fun,haha.enjoyed.yups.
after that went home,chatted blah blah blah.
today.
woke up at around 6 plus.went for the b div's SRC game.
pfft.we didn't really play well and coach was angry.
the score was 7-6 i think.we being 6 and rgs 7.
ah.then after that went to town with lydiawati,qi xuan,rachel p,twinkle,fei xin,celine,yin wai and sue wei.
ate at lido.wanted to watch movie but didn't in the end.
i jsut realised walking at shaw is no fun at all.it's so boring!!!!
hmm.anyways.accompanied lydiawati to go and cut hair.
she looks so cute when cuting her hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahha.
everyone wanted to watch but lydia shooed them out and only allowed me to stay.hee.
then slowly everyone came back.hahaha.
lydia looked so boyish?haha.but she looked nice laa.
anyways,after that walked to heeren.took neos.and yeah.
went homee.man.gonna have ballet later.
was supposed to go to this christian rock concert but mom doesn't allow.
so yeah.oh wells.
argh.i'm starting to think friendster is disgusting.patooey.
there are like so many despo guys out there.-pukes pukes PUKES!!!
irritating,shallow guys.
hmms.anyways,i'm tired.i feel so sleeeepy=)
bye everyone.